~Pin my hopes high high~

2008-12-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

I've moved!
Relink ppl~~

http://peikee-mylittlejourney.blogspot.com/

2008-05-26T20:08:00.002+08:00

Shutting my blog soon... Coz busy with sch work all that. Hmmm... Guess maybe after A'level den maybe I will update my post all that ba. But maybe will come here to check check all that. So wait for me till after my A'level ba.

Take great care everyone!!! See you all real soon. Tatas~~

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2008-04-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

It's a long long time since I update. Hahaz... Well, lots of things happened for these few weeks. Last fri, I had my napfa test, and as usual, I failed my broad jump. And I'm the only girl in my class flunk the 5 stations coz of my broad jump. Sadded... Nvm~ Will be having retest and I hope I can pass. Btw... Pass for napfa test is a silver for my sch lorx. So I need to jump 163 to pass my napfa. Rahh...

And I got back my PW results. Guess what? I got a B! Hehez... B was a very good result to me le, coz I didn't expect a B at 1st, was thinking that I would get a C. But I got a B, muz thanks my pw group mates. Without them, think I wun get a B ba. Hehez... Marcus---Our leader, Simaa and Tian Qi. We worked well and I really enjoyed the few months we had tgt to do our pw. Hehez... Oh ya... My group got 2 As and 2Bs. Hehez... Good right? =]

Well, lots of things happened. Don noe what can I do to prevent all these things from happening. Keep telling myself what can I really do? I can't do anything coz it's beyond my limit and I can't scold, can't argue, I can't do anything. Haiz... Let nature take its course ba. If 1 day I find the solutions to solve all these, I will really do what I can.

Tml will be meet-parents session. Hahahz... Well, coz I didn't do well for block test, so Ms tan wanna see my parents. Hahaz... Hope she wun say very bad things about me. Hehez... XD

Words of my day: "I wish I really can find ways to help, I hope I really can"

1 year-old!!!

2008-03-28T22:19:00.008+08:00

Weeee... My twins sis were just 1 year-old ytd, 27th of March. Hehez... So fast 1 year le lei, and they are growing very well, they now can crawl and stand up with the help of the pillar or sofa. Then they trying to learn to walk, cute lei. Hehez... Last sun was their celebration for their bdae, and Wan er, Seng yie, ken weei, bing han and kim seah came over to my house to celebrate. =]

Was quite a fun and enjoyable day, especially when all of us were so busy with sch work, and it's rare that we can gather tgt for just that few hours. We played mahjong and blackjack. I was the dealer lei. In the end, after playing with my sis's friends, I won money lei, around $6 plus. But then played with ken weei they all plus my sis friends, and I lose. I even joined forces with kim seah, but still lose. Hahaz...

We played till 7 then they had to go home le, coz they stay in Malaysia. But wan er and seng yie went off at around 4 plus, and it's sweet of wan er to buy us a present when she went china last time. Thanks girl! That's very sweet of u lei, Muacks! Hehez... Well, after that had to clear up everything. But it's indeed the most fun day that I had for this year.

Today was the road run, sth like the cross country, but we didn't go Mac Ritchie, we ran outside the college. Jc 2 girls had to run before 25 mins for 3.2km to earn 1 point for the house. And top 60 girls got a towel. Guess what? I got into the top 60 lei, and I run for about 22 mins. Hehez... happy happy lei, coz thought I wun be top 60, but good lei. Hehez...

Tml it's Mia Musica concert! And I'm looking forward to it, especially mslco's performance. Hope they will play well and wish them great success! Tata~ =]

Me, Seng yie, wan er & twinees

Me, Seng Yie & Wan er

Ken Weei, my sis, me & Bing Han

Sweeties <333>

Sweeties & me

As!!!

2008-03-07T17:15:00.006+08:00

I got A for my A'level chinese! Really didn't expect it at first, coz I thought I will get at most a B. And really cannot believe it in my own eyes. I was the 2nd to receive the result, then when Ms tan gave me the result slip, I was shocked. And she said no need resit for the exam, put a no to the list of paper. Awww... I was damn happy. Congrats to me. *Cheers*

Hahaz... And my 3 other friends did well too, they got B and above. And my class all did quite well, like almost half of them got As. Congrats to everyone of them!!! And congrats to my darling Wan Er too! She got A for her chinese too. And congrats to all those who did well, especially the seniors coz they got their A'level result today.

March holiday is here, but I have to study for my block exam coz the exam is the week after the holidays. And I screwed up my GP paper today. Didn't manage to finish all the compre qns, I wrote only a little for my AQ. I guess the results wouldn't be good when I get back the paper ba. Haiz... And for the rest of the subjects, I guess the answer will be the same also though I haven take the paper.

Let's jia you for the block exam ba, and hope I can pass everything and get good results. Hmmm... Mia Musica coming on the 29th of March, and I am going, maybe with my cha bo, lay khean and miao hui ba. Hahaz... Hope it will be a nice concert of msl, and hope chinese orchestra can play very well by themselves. Looking forward to~

Here's some pics from the ASPERAZCA season II =]

Zi Ying, Yu Shan, Me & Andrina

Dannie & Me, my OG mates, and he's a Burmese!

ORO! My OG, they are a wonderful bunch!

INCA ogls from season II, they are nice ppl!

Beng Beng! Our signature post!

2008-02-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

ASPERAZCA season II ended last fri with a finale performance. Well, had quite alot of fun with the season II Inca Ogls, and my OG expanded from 16 people to 24! That's alot, and last time is 2 ogls to 1 og, now 1 ogl to 1 og. Can imagine how I manage right? But but, this time my og, which is named oro, the people are all very nice and active during the 3 days of orientation. Though I don really know them alot, coz I only got to play games with them at the very last day, but at least I know their names. Hahaz...

Know quite alot of J1 ogls who are quite nice too. And I simply love Inca alot, from season I to season II. Hahaz... All of them are nice people, especially Zi Ying and Andrina, who are with me in Inca since season I. Hahaz... And I love my Oro people too, they simply rocks. They play on their own and learn to communicate with each other too. Well, I can say my og members for season II are as nice as my og from season I.

And I fell again during the 3rd day, when I played games with my oro. It's so embarrassing la, coz first aid kit is meant for the J1s when they injured, then ogl have to bring them to the first aid kit. Den I'm the ogl that was injured and have to go to the first aid kit. I fell in front og my oro people lei, and they were all asking me are you ok are you ok?? Hahaz... So pai seh la. And frankly speaking, thanks to everyone from oro. Coz though I'm injured, they still can go around play the games on their own. *Cheers*

Gonna miss ASPERAZCA season II again, and all Inca ogls from season I and II, and my og people from Tampus and Oro. You guys will be in my mind for the rest of my life, simply love each and everyone! =]

*Pics out soon*

2008-02-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

Life is unpredictable, sometimes things just happen like that without you knowing the little bits of it. And things just strike you letting you feeling quite sad about it. Memories will just flash back into your mind, and you just pondering why do things occur that way. Maybe it's all fated, maybe there were some things that you do to make it that way. But still, it's memories, it's all over.

People enter your life, making you happy, amuses you and you just think that they are great. But when they exit your life, you feel sad about it, or you even feel angry. But it just happen, it's part and parcel of life.

I still remember the olden days, and will be asking myself, if time can move backwards, wouldn't it be good? But nope, time is moving forward, moving even faster than we thought. And so, it's time for us to forget the past and move straight, leading the present life we have every seconds and leaving the past as our memories. Well, those friendships that I had will forever etched in my mind.

Tml will be the orientation season 2, and have to be in school by 7. I'm dead tired now after thinking so much thoughts, oh well, gonna sleep. See ya... =]

2008-02-15T21:50:00.002+08:00

The long long week had passed with alot of tests and it's really a very tiring week for me. Haiz... Maybe it's because after CNY den quite restless. Hahaz... Well today was quite a long long day for me. And I didn't have much lesson today. 1st period PE, den geo test, den chem mock spa den maths Mr lee didn't come. Hahaz... So I can say there were no lesson. Hehez... Good hor?

And today me, jw, mh and yh play a very childish game lorx. Was quite bored in sch waiting for CCA, and u noe wat? We played hide-and-seek. It's like OMG la. Never in my life did I did this outside, never to say it's in school!!! Hahaz... We paired up den me and yh went hide first. Den set a time limit of 15 mins for them to find us. And they quite fast found us le. Hahaz...

Den they hide, we find. And we got 'disqualified' coz we didn't look for them tgt. Rahh... Den we hide den it's just that 1 more min and we weill win lorx. In the end, they found us at that 14th min. Hahaz... It's childish la, the boundary is anywhere in the sch. Hahaz... But it's quite fun u noe?

Tml performance for Co at admiralty CC. Haiz... Again, I will grow crazy with this performance, don ask me why, it just stupid. Rahh... Some more it's till 8 plus at night lei. Hope tml will fly very fast. And sunday my frenz will come to my house bai nian lei. Hehez... Quite look forward to it. But my house quite messy, hope they don mind. ^^

And and for the orientation 2, I'm still in Inca, but working with different ppl lorx. I still miss the old Incas ogls. Awwww... It's really alot of fun all that, but for this orientation cannot le. Haiz... But zi ying and andrina still in the same empire as me. Good la. Hehez... Hope it wun affect much of my studies, which I areadi am growing crazy with maths. Who can help me???

~CNY~

2008-02-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Weee... Chinese New Year eve is just tml. Hahaz... I'm excited lei! Morning go sch till abt 10 plus 11 plus, with no lesson. Den go back home prepare den go back Malaysia to my grandma's house celebrate. Hehez... It'll be fun as usual. Den maybe fri go my maternal grandma's house and celebrate.

So I wun be in Singapore from tml afternoon till sun evening. Yeah! But after that come back sure alot of things to do one. Haiz... But who cares? Enjoy first, but will still somehow study a little bit during these 5 days hols. Enjoy yourself ppl! Hace great fun during this Chinese New Year. Yeah!

Gong Xi Fai Cai!
Xue Ye Jing Bu!
Wan Shi Ru Yi!
Xing Xiang Shi Cheng!!!

Unlucky day~

2008-01-29T20:23:00.000+08:00

Today is my unlucky day! Rahh... Firstly, I was almost late for sch by just that split seconds. My dad drove me to sch and we only went out of the house at around 7.45, and I'm supposed to reach sch latest by 7.55! Hahaz... And the stupid thing was that we had to cross 8 traffic lights to get to my sch! Dumb dumb lorx.

Didn't study much for chem test, coz I was so sleeeepy ytd that I read till I doze off on my table. I'm pro right? Hahaz... This whole week everyday also sleepy. Can't help it coz it's a busy week. Mon was the maths test, today was chem, thurs GP test and fri geo test. Tests and tests and tests for this week.

I fell! When I was fetching my sis, then there was this slope had to walk down, I slip and fall when I was stepping on my last step. Rahh... Very pain lorx, I landed my both knees on the ground, and it bleeds. Haiz... It's unlucky day for me la. Den my mum help me apply the "qing cao you". It's like waaaa... Immediately there's effect on my leg, and the oil was like seeping into my knees which hurt alot.

Muz be careful nxt time lo, coz my leg is getting uglier and uglier. Last time fell and knock onto the door, and it blood was coming out profusely la. Haiz... Unlucky unlucky~ 4 eyes still can fell, stupid of me. Hahaz... Nxt week CNY, say hurray! Hope it will be a prosper year of the mouse. ^^

Words of my day: "Walk with your eyes wide open." =p

2008-01-24T00:56:00.001+08:00

I'm sleepy sleepy now... Hahaz... Look at the time, it's going to be 1am. Jus finished my GP project on globalisation. From 10 plus do until now, thought there's only 10 plus slides. Hahaz... Since sch started properly, I'm sleepy everyday. Do hw do till 11 plus, 12 plus, yet not every single hw has finished. Haiz... I'm lacking the most important element in my life, and that is SLEEP!!! I really cannot tahan if I can't get enough sleep, coz I don do things well.

Well, tml or in fact it's today, it's the release of O'level results. Fast right? Hahaz... Hope everyone will receive the results they want, especially my best friend Lay khean. All the best huh. And to all tampus~ Good luck lei! Hehez...

Maths and chem test on nxt mon and tues respectively. Ms tan say I need to pass my chem test before I can join O2. Hahaz... Quite indecisive as to go for orientation 2 or not. Coz some not going, some going. Hmmm... Maybe I will ba, or maybe not. Coz I scared my maths! Rahh... It's the most scary subject for me la. Hahaz...

I wanna go, coz I miss the fun in orientation 1. But now different le lei, coz everything starts le, I'm scared of MATHS! But on the other hand, maths not that difficult after going thru consultation with Mr lee. Hehez... See 1st ba. I'll decide soooon.

Gotta go sleep le, muz replenish my sleep every weekend. Chinese New Year coming, I'm looking forward to it coz got 5 days hols including the eve, but it also means more hw. Derr...

Words off my day: "Life is about decision, sometimes it's hard to make one."

2008-01-12T18:00:00.001+08:00

Went for msl sec CCA open house today. Hehez... Met lay khean at 8.10, den my dad drove us to sch. Luckily we not late, den take er hu le jiu settle down at the concourse. Tuning, apply the song xiang den wait and wait. Saw Ms Neo! Hahaz... Long time never see her le, but jus say Hi to her. Den we started to perform for the sec 1s. Played few songs, quite loud arh. Got attract the sec 1s.

Played till 10.30 den off the sec 1s went to choose their CCAs. Hope about 20++ ppl will choose CO as the 1st choice, coz areadi very few ppl le. So muz have more ppl to go for 2009 SYF. Hahaz... it's not very far lei, with a puff and 2009 will be approaching soon. Hehez...

Went lunch with my 2 sweeties, lay khean and Miao hui. Hehez... Ate mee pok at the blk 136, very spicy lorx, my whole mouth was very hot. Hahaz... Took bus 913 to cwp. We went time zone, so long never go there le. Saw Din and Hairy. Hehez... I redeem a big Stitch for my sis's bdae. Today her bdae lei, wonder which sis? It's the 4th one, the one that went P1 this year, 7 years old! Hahaz...

I bought her a strawberry shortcake's wallet and a stamp. She got order me to buy de lei. Den went home she asked me got buy ma. She very cute lorx. Keep asking me I got buy ma. But I say later we go out eat dinner den buy for her. Den keep ordering me muz buy the wallet huh. Hahaz... She is 7 this year le, and ytd was late when i fetch her from sch. And she cried, so bad of me huh. Hehez...

Well, later will be going out eat dinner. And I haven wrap her present yet. Hehez... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL! Thats my sis! =]

Pics of orientation

2008-01-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

Came here to post the orientation pics. Guess the last post is very long right? So look at pics more enjoyable ba. Hahaz... Picture speaks a thousand words! =]

Our empire's banner, INCA!
It's the nicest!

The whistle and arm band,
the crown symbolise our empire.

Andrina & me

Elisa & me

Ruseediah & me

Shakir & me, and Ilham jus pop up suddenly

Melissa, Me, Zi Ying & Andrina

27A OGLs

Muz & me, my cool ogl partner!

Nathson & me, my TAMPUS J1

TAMPUS! That's my clan~

INCAs OGLs, I love them lots!

That's all ppl... Hahaz... Maths is driving me CRAZY! I'll soon be mad with maths. Bye folks... =]

INCA!!!

2008-01-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

I jus gonna miss INCA so much! Had the J1 orientation camp from wed to fri. Though it's 3 days, time really fly very fast. Was looking forward to the 1st day, and I woke up at 5.30. Hahaz... Coz gotta go sch at 6 to rehearse our dance as the intro to the J1s. Was so excited to see who are the J1s and who are in my clan. 7 plus went to parade square with our flags, and we wore whistle around our neck and the red cloth for arm band. Well, it's good to see so many new faces. Hahaz...

My clan suppose to have 19 ppl, but only 16 came. Got to noe their names and storing it in my mind. Den went to the hall for principal talk, but we ogls were excuse. Hahaz... Went rehearse our stomping and dance again and again. We dance for the song "All for One". It's nice and fun for us lei. When we rehearsing at the track, all of the J2s we looking at us. Hahaz... We were the last to perform as intro to J1s. I was standing in front with the other 2 "couples" for the dance.

Den ice-breaker games, was quite fun la, and we got to noe each other's name quite fast. Hehez... Den afternoon was station games, hope they really enjoy themselves in it. Oh ya... My clan was named TAMPUS! Hahaz... Had really a fun day indeed.

Thurs woke up a bit later, around 6 plus. Mark attendance blah blah blah... They had their mass dance. It's cool and fast. Hahaz... The hall was in a mess, ppl turning here, turning there. Den we did our towers for the war games. Luckily it didn't rain, or else it's not fun. We had 5 towers for the 1st shift and 3 were perfectly undamaged. But 2nd shift, out of 4 towers, none survive coz persians and assyria aim for us. Aztec was our allies worx. Hahaz... Some of the Incas were wet coz they use water bomb attack.

Last day was the most fun day from the 3 days. We had amazing race outside, and we got woodlands area. Yeah! That was what we hoping for, coz other ppl got sembawang and admiralty. We went around the places we need to go with CHOLUN, our buddy clan. Hehez... we completed the 5 station quite fast, had our lunch but we da-bao only coz no time le. We gotta reach sch 1st so as to get extra points.

At night was the jam & hop. Our empire performance was the last coz they follow the order "ASPERAZCA" AS- Assyria, PER- Persian, AZ- Aztec, CA- Inca. ASPERAZCA was the combination of our empire name as the quest for the lost relics. It's hard to explain. Hahaz... Forget it... So we did our stomping and very loud cheers. In the end, we got 3rd, but it's ok la. We had fun can le.

Den start of the jam and hop le. I was very blur den don noe what to do also. All of them dance like they were really in a disco. We hired DJs for this jam & hop section and everybody was damn high. Hahaz... I wasn't that high coz don like such things. Den half way thru I jus stop and went out of the crowd, coz I don like to dance. Sit at the staircase of the stage and waited for whole event to end.

Well, happy times will come to an end, and we ended the whole orientation at 9. Took pictures and gave each of my clan members goodies bag. Actually it's jus chocolates and sweets la, plus a card too. Exchange their email and off we went home. Haiz... Now I still miss them, miss all the fun with INCAs, and with INCAs ogls too. I love you guys, love u INCAs ogls, love you TAMPUS ppl. We'll see each other soon, coz mon start sch le. Take great care ppl... =]

Words of my day: "Happy times always fly very fast, I will miss you guys"

Inca~

2007-12-31T20:47:00.000+08:00

Sch reopening in 2 days time!!! Ahhhh... From 2 months to 2 days time, time really really flies just like lightning. Hahaz... Well... Had my ogl camp on last thurs and fri. It was quite fun, just that some of the time is damn bored. Hahaz... Our flags were all gone, so we re-paint everything on thurs. Hahaz...

The food were nice. Hehez... Played station games on thurs, very few of us nia coz some went for literature camp. Den practice our cheers, I can say our cheers are quite cool. Inca is our empire name. Hahaz... Fri amazing race. Me and Afiq from Aztec were the station masters for one of the station at sembawang. Waited for quite long before 2 groups came.

Afternoon was the war games. Damn cool la. Had to build a tower using newspapers and defend it from getting wet. I'm quite drenched after playing this game. Hahaz... Some of the J2s came to help us, fun lei. Hope during orientation the J1s will have fun too.

Ytd was very tired. Went malaysia for a wedding dinner, and had to travel for 2 hours to get to that place. Reached home at abt 1 plus, and today woke up at 8! Hahaz... Coz gotta go to rehearse our dance performance for the J1s as intro to our empire. The dance was the song of the high sch musical "all for one". The dance was fun, learn for quite long before I rem everything.

Was practicing for abt 6 hours before I went home. And when I reached home, had my lunch and boom, I went to sleep. Hahaz... Haven finish my hw yet and here I am posting. Wed gotta go sch at 6!!! Omg la. Coz got to practice the dance till we dance very well, coz we will dance the very 1st thing in the morning as intro to the J1s.

Counting down from 2 hours time before another new year comes. Fast right? Hahaz... Should pia studies le, coz A'level coming in just abt 10 months time. Before I even really study, poof, A'level is here. Hahaz... Muz buck up le, and to those having A'levels, Jia you huh. Gambatek!

Words of my day: "Before I know it, it's already here."

2007-12-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

Back to post again. Hehez... Well, sch reopening in 1 week time, directly the nxt week of today. And and I haven finish my hw. Haiz... Sure die le, coz still got quite a few haven complete. Life will be bored once sch reopen, and keep on studying too. Hahaz...

Ogl camp tml, non-residential for 2 days, gotta go sch (ijc) at 8. After that, around 7 plus 8 plus den go mslco (msl sec) de camp. Hahaz... Hope it will be fun, but don wan sun tan till black black. Coz i very black le. Hehez... Games games and games, that's the ogl camp. Practice practice and practice, that's the mslco camp. Hahaz...

Shall post a video, very cute and funny de. My twins quarrel lei. When u hear their shouting, it looks like the 2 of them quarrel. Cute cute de lei. Hehez... Enjoy the video ba. Sleeping early tonight coz haven been waking up so early in the morning. =]

I'm tired le. Since you think like that, suits you ba. I'm giving up on you le. You say 1st 2 time where got, what I mean is u did it not only once, it's times. I didn't mean the 1st 2 time, I mean the number of time you did it. Ppl worry for you yet you still say those words. Fang qi le...

2007-12-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

Dad's bdae coming tml lo, on the 7th. And it's so coincident that my bdae is on the 8th. Hahaz... According to my mum, there's story de lei. Say on the year 1990, 7th dec, my dad was celebrating his bdae eating outside. Den my mum say after that dinner, I "pop" out on the next day morning. Hahaz... Amazing right?

Shall post some video of my twins eating porridge. They very cute de lei. Hahaz... The elder one was very eager to eat, keep on shouting. The younger one quite gentle. Hahaz... But overall both are so cute. Hahaz...

Naughty and noisy, this is the elder twins, Xin Xin <333>

Sweet and gentle, this is the younger twins, Hui Hui <333

Words of my day: "Having little ones brighten up my life" Muacks to them! =]

2007-11-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Jin Teng (dragonfly) ^^

RULES ..
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

FAVOURITES ..
Colour: PINK, blue, yellow, purple
Food: mum's cook, sushi and many more...
Song: smoothing~, instrumental and all nice songs ^^
Movie: COMICAL! yeah... cartoon?

HAVE YOU EVER ..
Dated Your Best Friend: yeah! many many
Broken The Law: nope, guai gia lei, maybe small ones ba.
Been Arrested: of cos nope
Skinny-Dipped: don noe wat's that
Been On TV: hmmm... think have, for CO concerts de
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: bleah~ of cos noo...

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
shirt, shorts, earrings, specs and hair clip

4 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
hmmm... blogging, play with my 2 cuties, eat and sleep^^

3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
derr... tv's noise, twins playing and dad's nagging (haha)

1 THING YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED
listen to music? or rotting?

5 winners who win
lay khean (cha bo), ying liang (kor), wan er (nu er), anne (tu di) and jia tian ^^

*Muz do hor, a bunch of great friends indeed~*

2007-11-25T16:27:00.001+08:00

Hello~ Hahaz... So long since I updated, like half a month le. Sorry huh. Maybe not much things to post ba. Hehez... Last fri, 16th Nov, went watch doraemon with my 2 darlings, Lay Khean and Miao Hui. Hehez... We met up first den went to the cinema tgt. The movie was nice lei, very touching and great to watch. Hahaz... It was in chinese. The free toy was so cute, but we give it to lay khean. Hehez...

Time flies so fast, my 1 month of hols areadi going to be over le, and I did nth! Rahh... Jus do a bit of my chem, the rest Haiz... Hope my another 1 month of hols wun be wasted ba. Hahaz... Wed and fri went back to MSLCO. Missed them so much lei.

Wed went with wan er and lay khean, den me and LK did nth. Hahaz... Jus stood there and watch them play. Hmmm... Don noe whether I will perform for Mia musica 2 anot, coz LK don wan go. Let's see ba. Hehez... Strings player shrunk le, so sad... Mr low was still like that as before, quite good huh. Hehez...

They having camp on late dec, think I can go ba. Hahaz... Missed MSLCO so much lei, hope they will perform well for Mia Musica 2. But their attitude was still like tat. Haiz... When will they learn?

Words of my day: "Learning is a process, but when will a person actually learn?"

Hey! Baby

2007-11-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

Most adorable babies! Sat went to suntec for the most adorable baby contest. It's called hey! Baby organised by mediacorp. Was so excited that my twins sis were participating in this contest. Hahaz... Registered le den changed their clothes. They were so cute! Hehez... Their numbers were A17 and A18. The host were Jia hui from 933 and another girl which I don noe her name. Hahaz...

After their turn le den we went to eat our breakfast cum lunch. Hahaz... Went shop shop around coz results for the finalist was out at 3 plus. Den waited so long for the results norx. We were at the 2nd floor listening for the results.

Jus as my dad & grandma was sleeping at the bench, and my mum went to toilet, the results were out. Guess wat? The younger twins Christine (bao hui) went into the finals! Me and my sis was jumping to joy. We shouted and my dad woke up. Hahaz... So happy thing worx, out of 180 babies, she went into the top 6!

We went home 1st coz 7 will be the finals. Went home rest and bring a more prettier clothes for bao hui. Hehez... The top 6 finalist den stand tgt to let the judges see. My sis was damn cute la. Hahaz... I do admit that I praise them so much, but it's true. Hehez...

Unfortunately, she didn't get into the top 3 coz she was down with flu, den wasn't active. But it's ok, can get into the top 6 very good le. We walked away with a hamper of 4 tin of milk powder. Hehez... Though the elder one didn't get into the finals, she was very very cute le. Hehez... Well done for my twins! =]

1st time putting their pics ^^ Hope u all enjoy~

Chubby little girl>>> Angeline (bao xin), nick Xin Xin

Small little girl>>> Christine (bao hui), nick Hui Hui

Wasn't they cute? Hehez...

Evelyn tan! And jia hui too~

Pretty and cute! The dress up for the finals~

Pretty little princess dress~ Princess Hui hui

Words of my day:" Having little ones at home is a bliss and joy!"

Long long journey~

2007-11-02T13:28:00.000+08:00

Weee... I finished my OP le, I also get back my results le. Hehez... Quite happy worx... Ytd OP was quite ok la. Just screw up my beginning part coz I forgot what I wanted to say. Repeat 4, 5 times den I rem. Hope I wun mark down bcos of that. Answering of the qns was quite ok, jus that ans quite short. All in all, think I will get C and above ba. Hehez...

Results were out today. And I'm the 1st to get it from our dear Ms tan. Hahaz... I get promoted le! It's really happy for me lei. Though results quite bad, got lots of Es. Haiz... But whatever it is, I still can be promoted. Our class all promoted except 2. Kinda sad coz I really wish all 24A-ers can promote. Haiz... We went thru think and thin, went thru alot of wonderful times tgt.

Our long long journey ended le. PW, Chinese all finished le. Though I have come such a long way, it's still not the time for me to relax and rest yet. Coz still got J2! Haiz... J2 will be so much tougher, wun get time to even rest and play. Haiz... So end of a long journey, but there's still road in front for us to move on.

All the best for everyone! And next week there's remedial for the entire week. Haiz... Muz buck up during the holidays le, and muz relax and play for some days coz maybe there wun be much chances to relax and play during J2 le. 24A rocks! =]

My fellow IJ065 group members~ <333

They are a wonderful bunch! Great people too!

Tian Qi =] , Marcus ;-] , Me^^ and Simaa :)

Our bags with our BIG name tag =]

Words of my day: "A long long journey ended, yet there are still pathway in front"

OP!!!

2007-10-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

OOOOOPPPPPP!!! It's tml lei. Haiz... So fast la. I have been doing pw like for 7 to 8 months le. And tml will be the final lap of all. Hmmm... Hope I can really present well and ans qns well. Hope the qns given to me wun be that hard hor? If not my mind will be blank and I will only stare at the examiner and do nth. Hahaz...

I'm really scared of the OP. Not that I scared to present, but answering of the questions. RAHH... I hate ans qns. Haiz... But still have to face it coz it's part of the Op. Whatever it is, I hope I wun screwed up the Op for my group. And I love my group really alot. Each and everyone done quite well. IJ065, let's Jia you!

Hope can really score C and above for my PW, that goes to my group members too. We will Jia You tgt ya? All the best to my class tml coz everyone of us will have our OP tml. And all the best to those who haven have their Op yet. And finally, all the best to meee... =]

Words of my day: "Go for it without worries. Do the best of the best you can!"

2007-10-26T21:22:00.001+08:00

Whoopee... I am happy with my op rehearsal. Hahaz... Unlike the 1st presentation where everything was screwed up. Hahaz... This week was all intensive and intensive and intensive. Chinese first, den followed by independent study den lastly op rehearsal.

Chinese was quite good, got 82 for my mock exam. But... This is just a mock, and furthermore I screwed up my oral la. Haiz... Just hope that I can get an A or a B. If not, I will be retaking it. Hahaz... But once and for all, don wish to retake it le.

Op rehearsal went on quite smoothly, and I am more confident le. I memorised my scripts le. Hehez... But sometimes will forget certain parts. I read quite fast so must slow down a bit, but slow down den will exceed the 5 mins limit! Haiz... I will see what I can do ba.

I am sick! Haiz... Don know why suddenly got flu and cough, and my tongue is in great pain. Cannot bite, cannot eat. Have to eat porridge. Haiz... Op is coming, cannot be sick! If not I can't speak properly and present well le.

Jia you for my Chinese and OP ba. Hope I can score A or B for Chinese and present well and ans the qns well for my OP. Hehez... Last lap of the year le. Must run with all my strength and might. Hehez... All the best to me. =]

Btw... I pass my interview and got into the ogl (orientation group leader) le. Hahaz... So will be the ogl for next year's J1 orientation. I am the same empire as ada and marcus. Hahaz... It will be so much fun lei. Hehez... =]

Words of my day: "Always have confident in yourself, believe you can do it!"

2007-10-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my day today... Rahh... Chinese intensive was quite alright. We did compre today. Den have my break and go library do pw. Was spending almost 45 mins printing the appendices for the wr. Den do the slides for the op, but there wasn't any time to do my part, so we left for pw intensive.

Guess wat? My group was one of the 2 groups that have to rehearse the presentation today. Rahh... Why so suay orh? Was like panic coz didn't print out the script. Rushed all the way to the library again to print, found out that my printing card only left 13 cents! OMG! And I need to print 3 pages, 5 cents each. I panic, den went to shorten the to 2 pages. Den the queue was damn long. Rahh... After that quickly ran back to the classroom.

Our group was next, was so worried and nervous. Feel like screaming out. Rahh... I'm the 2nd speaker, read directly from the script. Exceed the time limit of 5 mins, where I present for 6 mins. Hahaz... Den came the questions. Haiz... Nth to say. Obviously I didn't know how to continue the ans that I have stopped.

Was pausing for very looooong. Haiz... Den teacher jus went on to the next speaker. Haiz... Tears was like hanging in my eyes, but I bear with it. That's the thing that I'm scared of during the actual day. Haiz... What to do? I'm not confident enough, scared will pull my group mates down, and scared to make my leader angry.

Sorry guys... I will try my best for the op, try to ans the qn as much as I can. Don lose faith in me ya? Don leave me alone... I will jia you de. =]

Words of the day: "Quitters don win, winners don quit." I'm the latter. ^^

Intensive

2007-10-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... From "today" onwards, till 29 Oct will be Chinese and PW intensive le. Haiz... Time flies very fast, and now I'm approaching Chinese and PW A'level le. Hope I'll be able to do well for it. Especially Chinese where it's the most easiest to score A or B, the rest of the subjects sure die.

Wat I am scared of is PW. Oral presentation lei. Haiz... Jia you for me ba. Pray hard that I'll be able to ans the assessor's question. Hope to get A or B for Chinese and B or C for PW. Now so late le, OMG... 1 plus le. Now printing the WR. Hahaz...

Will be posting my 2 cute twins sis photos soon. Wait for it ya. And btw... They are 6 months old le. Time flies really very fast. Jus a wink of an eye and they know how to flip le. Hehez... So cute lei. It's indeed a joy for me to have 2 more cute sis. If not life wun be so fun and cute everyday. Hahaz...

Pictures coming soon... =]

Long long time~

2007-10-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl... I'm back!!! Back back back!!! It's like so long since I updated. Coz my internet got prob, den can't used it. But my internet not fixed yet, so wun be seeing me online that often till I got my internet fixed. Hahaz... Now at my grandma's house in malaysia, using my aunt's com.

Hmmm... Mid-course over le, results got back le. Haiz... That's the saddest part... I got triple S for my 3 H2 subject, which is FAIL! Haiz... Need a grade up, which is E to pass all the H2 subject. Haiz... Maths, Geo and Chem all gotten S for it. Chinese a B, H1 bio a C and GP haven get back yet.

It's really the 1st time in my life that I fail so many subjects in the exams. Haiz... Life is cruel, and I don noe whether will I retain. I need 2 H2 and 2 H1 or 3 H2 to get promoted. Haiz... My class 24A wun be 22 ppl nxt year le, maybe lesser ba. I hate to see ppl leaving, especially my besties jw and yh.

I will definitely cry on that day when we noe to retain or promote. 24A is really a wonderful class, true to be, loving and sweet to be, yet we will be separated. Haiz... Really hopes we 22 ppl will promote tgt as a whole class, and do our A levels tgt. PE lesson when we were playing futsal, I really can sense that our class is a splendid class, we bonded so well...

Haiz... Muz life be that cruel? Muz life be that hard? Will we got promoted? Or retain? I don wish to know the fact, don wish to noe the results. Nxt week will be chinese and pw intensive le. A'level chinese on the 29th oct and oral presentation for pw on the 1st. Really scared of op, wat if I can't ans the assessor's questions? What if I pull my pw mates down? Haiz... I'm so fan~

Words of my day: "Cherish whatever times we have, for you will never know when will we part and meet again"

2007-09-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz... 1st time feeling so lost and confused. To go or not to go, to lend or not to lend. Haiz... Morning, went out wif my mum. Den I realised that I got to go sch for the open house. Don wan go de, coz need to study for mid-course. den don go like very bad, coz only got 4 ppl nia, don go only 2 of them. So guilty den go norx.

Coz got to help our for the CO booth. Go there only waste my time norx. Rahh... Went there like around 12, den do nth. We study only, after that used the food coupons to buy food to makan. Hahaz... Good lei. Played reversi wif MH, den sodoku too. Hahaz...

Went cwp buy things. Den receive a sms that need to lend $ to my fren to save life. Haiz... It's a huge sum of money. Discuss with mummy, in the end, kena scolded and quarrel with her. Say why should I trust my fren that he'll return the $. Haiz... Confused.

I didn't think much, so jus lend coz I trust he'll return me de. Mummy not happy wif me le. Didn't talk to her since I came back. Haiz... Somtimes, life is so difficult to make a decision. It's jus like 2 out of 1, choose the decision. I hope the decision I have made wun let me regret. 2 decisions I have made today. Hope I have made the correct 2 decisions. Even if I don, let it be a lesson learn ba.

Words of my day: " It's not the chance we take, it's the choice we make that determines our destiny"

2007-09-21T18:31:00.000+08:00

Promos promos!!! 6 more days to my BIG BIG exam of the year. Haiz... Wish me all the best ba, don noe whether can I make it anot. Haiz... Study at JC is a very hectic life and it's the 1st time that I ever feel whether will I be promoted to J2 anot. 1st time ever in my life that I'm so afraid and scared of exam. Really this is the 1st time. Haiz...

6 more days and I should work double hard le. No more tv, no more playing and of cos, no more slacking. Have been slacking for many days le. It's time I pull up my socks and buck up le. Hope to do well for the promos and get the results that I wan.

Most importantly, get promoted to J2. Don disappoint my parents too. They have expectation of me. Jia you for me ya? And let's all work tgt for those having promos soon. Expecially 0724A!!! We muz all promote!!! No one is to retain hor. And my 3 besties, MH, JW & YH. Muz work hard k? And all 4 of us cannot retain. Jia You everyone!!!

This was 2 mao mao that Ms tan gave it to us on wed. Everyone has it too, only that I got 2 coz my dear jing wen gave it to me. Hehez... Let it be my motivation ^^

Cute right? ^^

2007-09-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

The video which we wanted to present to our dear Ms tan for teachers' day. Hehez... Love it lots. ^^

Promos are just 7 days away. But I'm still so slack. Haiz... Motivation just stuck inside my heart. Everyone jia you k? 24A, let's all promote tgt. No one will retain and we muz promote to J2 tgt. All 22 of us and no one is suppose to retain. Jia You!!!

Words of my day: "Unless you try, you will never succeed"

Long lost friends

2007-09-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Today was a long and tiring day. After sch went back home, den sleep for half an hour. Woke up den prepare to go for pw meeting. We met at 4 at bukit batok, den went to marcus's house. Did our WR till aroung 8 plus ba.

At 1st got meeting with my dear Evergreen pri 5 friends de. They met at 5.30. But I was too late for the thing, so they went 1st. Den don wish to go at 1st de. Coz was like dhoby ghaut and time was 8.30p.m le. So late, so tired. In the end, I went! Hahaz... Coz some of them I truly forgotten le, pardon me for the short term memory. Wanted to recall and see what they look like, and to meet up with them. So went instead.

Reached there at 9 plus. Den waited outside Fish & Co, called Mabel to ask her out coz very pai seh to go in. But another guy listen to my call. He was like huh? Who are you? Den I said it's peikee, den he said wrong number. Den I asked him call Mabel out, he said he come out instead. Hahaz... There came a guy, i approach him and asked are you the one answered the call?

Went inside and saw 6 ppl. The guy who prank on me call johnathan. Don rem him, den saw Mabel and Hui Ming. Only this 2 girls I know, the rest, blur blur face. And 1 thing very coincidence norx, a guy call jun xiong was the same jc as me, some more it's yi siang's friend. Another was call wei kiang and daniel. No idea too. Hahaz... Lousy classmate la me.

Waited for them to eat finish and they say want go pool. So went along with them and just sit down watched them play, coz I really don't know hot to play. 11 plus went home from there. Reached home was like 12 plus le. Ate my dinner cum supper, den came here to bloh. Hehez... We took some pics too.

Mabel & Me^^

Hui Ming & Me =]

3 of us

3 of us again

Promos coming le. Counting down to 12 days. Haiz... Scared scared scared. Help me jia you ba. Hope I can promote and wun retain. RAHH... Jia you everyone!!! We muz promote! Hope there will be another pri sch outing again. Miss them lots!

Words of my day, "Always rem the friends you know, coz you will never know when you meet again" =]

Secret

2007-09-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

Awwww... Ytd went to watch 不能说的秘密!!! Hahaz... So nice la, so touching. Initially was mon went to AMK hub with my sis to watch it, but we were too late to watch the show. So went window shopping instead.

Ytd saw the newspaper that cwp got the 3.25 pm de secret, so went with my sis and her fren. I went early to buy the tickets, den my sis came and we bought tidbits. Hehez... In the end, was a bit late for the show. Rahh... Missed a bit of the beginning part.

The whole show so touching, willing to sacrifice. Hehez... Love the show lots, and jay too. He's so shuai la. Hahaz... Was indeed a nice movie from what I viewed. Weeee... Happy happy. Hahaz... And I admire his wonderful fingers. OMG la. He's so pro. Was watching his fingers all the way. Hehez...

Nice show nice show. Hehez... This'll be my last movie for me till after promos le. Time flies very fast, just like a bullet train. Got to work hard for it le. 2 more weeks and promos start. Haiz... Jia you for me ba.

Teachers' Day

2007-09-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

Weeee... Fri was teachers' day. Tiring day too. Coz thurs night jw and yh came to my house camping, need to make sandwiches for teachers' day. Hahaz... 3 sleep, 5 woke up. At 1st 4 wake up, but too tired den in the end 5 woke up. Woke up, make sandwiches, tuna and egg. Den we were eating too, but ate the bread crumbs nia.

MH came at 5 sth, den went to sch tgt. So excited! 1st was the ACES dance. Awww... I love the dance lots. Hahaz... We, taurus was the 3rd to dance. Den we were dancing with our strength. Den results. We were so nervous, den think we can only get 2nd or 3rd. But to everyone's surprise, we came in 1st. Weee... TAURUS!!!

After tat was celebrations with Ms tan, went back to our class and got lots of food, cakes too. Yummy~ Ate til so full, den went for the concert. Quite fun. Hehez... Den went to civic centre meet up with Wan er! Hahaz... So long since I saw her. Hehez... Went back msl tgt.

Saw quite alot of my juniors. My xiao xiao di! Waiting for his ahem, den kam ling, xin yu. Hahaz... All mslco de, missed them lots. Den teachers too, lots of them. After tat went up to NPCC room saw Mr seow. He took pics for us. Got abt 10+ girls there and we took our pics. So long since I saw them, missed 4M1-ers alot.

After tat we chat with Mr seow, he slim down le. After tat me and wan er went down to the canteen chat. Waiting for them coz they wan go cwp makan. But I didn't go coz very tired, some more no $. Hahaz... Saw my another best fren, Seng yie! Hahaz... So happy la.

Den took 913 to cwp, den went home. Sorry girls, can't go with u 2 to makan. Nxt time ba. Nxt time after all our promos we'll meet up and go out tgt. I promise! Hehez... Hmmm... Time really flies very fast. It's like 4m1 was jus ytd. But now, jus a blink of eyes and I'm going to sit for my promos to J2. Haiz... Fast fast fast!

Here's the pic:

Words of my day "Time flies, treasure and cherish the times you have"

Superstar

2007-08-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

Ytd was the POP (Pursuit of Passion) talent showcase. It is our sch's special thing for those who want to pursuit their passion of doing sth. Den went to the LT1 at 2 plus. Seated down and waiting for it to start. Got 7 solo singers and 3 bands. Hehez...

That's not the main point. The main point is... Guess what? Campus superstars were in the house. Weeee... Benjamin, Zi Jie and Elaine (our own campus superstar). Was quite surprised to see them, especially Benjamin and Zi Jie. Coz we didn't know it at 1st de.

Den saw their face. Couldn't believe it. Awww... Benjamin!!! Hahaz... Benjamin worx... Hehez... Den before break, they went on stage to sing. Awww... Admire them so much, especially Benjamin!!! Hahaz... Den took pictures of them. Weee...

Benjamin!!!

Benjamin too!!!

Zi Jie

Our own campus superstar Elaine

Den 5 plus finished the thing. Was quite fun and funny too. All of us was so high. Hahaz... Den walking to the bus stop, den waited for bus 912. And guess what? I saw them again!!! Awwww... They walked past me to the woodlands mrt station. Awww... So excited and joyed!!! ^^

BITCHES

2007-08-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

Don understand why are there people who hurt others. Don understand why are there such people that have to destroy other people's family. Don really understand why are there third party in this world. So what if the whole world think you are pity ending up like that? Aren't the one being hurt pity?

It's not fair u know? It's not fair that there such people called the "hu li jing" that destroy people's family. I HATE you!!! I hate you for treating us like that. I hate you for treating her like that. Isn't our own nicer than her own? Isn't the family nicer than her family?

I'm boiled with anger, boiled with frustrations. I nearly cried when I saw her for dirtying my sight. I nearly wanted to shout her, "Hey! U bitch! U spoil other people's famly!" But I can't, I am a civilised people, as what my mum said. We are good peopl, so shouldn't waste our saliva and kill my brain cell for scolding her like that.

Today things weren't all right. Meeting was... Haiz... I know what to answer, but haven even answer it, and u did that to me. I will talk, give me time, it's not too late. Forget it. Things weren't smoothly today.

If I have not went there, I wouldn't have seen the bitch and wouldn't make my life so miserable.
But I have to help and protect my mum. I can't possibly sit and do nth. If next time I see u again, u wun go away peacefully. Jolly well get lose if u see me, u are not fit to work there, u are not fit to be the third party. I swear next time I wun let it off so lightly. I mean what I say!

Words of my day: ~The third party (bitch) wun earn my sympathy forever~

2007-08-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ytd had lots of fun wif my class. Hehez... Went to sch as usual, den observence, the message, the songs sang by choir and Elaine! Hahaz... Our sch campus superstar. After tat waited for the order to board the bus. We going padang there to hav our heritage trail.

Hav our 9 clues and we hav to find the places and complete our task. Hehez... Was quite fun completing the task. Den we got split into 2 groups to find separate places for our clues. We ate potato chips, chocolates and lots of stuff during our jouney. Hahaz...

Treat Ms tan wif the tidbits too. Den went to develop photos for the collage.

Ms tan treat us drinks! Hahaz... She spent like $10 plus. So nice of her as our civics tutor. Den went to NLB. After tat went to marina bay makan. At 1st went pizza hut wif the rest of them. Den don feel like eating there, den 6 of us split and went to eat long john.

But feel like not nice to leave the rest of the class, and drag along jia tian and wei qi too. Feel even guiltier norx. Should be me, jw, mh and yh jus went off to hav long john de. Den jia tian and wei qi join us too. Felt so bad.

Was fun eating tgt wif them. We talked alot. Hehez... After we ate finished, den played truth or dare. But only got truth la. Know alot of girls' top secrets. Everyone's secrets were all kept within the 6 of us. Hehez... Happy to hav tis bunch of frenz.

We ate till 3 plus den went home. Still chat in the MRT too. Hahaz... Had lots of fun ytd wif the whole class, and know lots of secrets too. Hehez... Pictures time...

Me and Fad

My messy hair! Wind blows~
Me, Fad, Hanisah & Ashkin

Me and Jia Tian

Jia Tian, Wei Qi & me

National Day gift

Five stones: Our core values D'PICK

2007-08-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

I passed my NAPFA!!! I passed my standing broadjump!!! It's my miracles for today. Weeeee... I'm damn happy today, I'm joyful!!! Weeee... I failed my NAPFA during April and have been training. The most I can jump is 130+. I need to jump 151 to get at least a bronze.

And I did it today. For the past 4 months, hav been so depressed about my standing broadjump. And today I finally did it le. Awwww... I'm contented with the bronze le. Weeee... Improvements for me. =] At 1st tues had the retest. And I jumped 160 de lei, but my hand was behind my legs, so back count. Tues didn't pass lor.

But then, today I did my retest. At 1st didn't passed. Den all went out of the pe room le. Closing soon and I hav no more chance to retake le. So I pluck up my courage and asked Mr lee, " Can I try 1 more time?" He said, "Well, 1 more try." I jumped, was so scared I didn't pass. Coz left foot at 152, right foot at 150. Den he looked very long and finally said," Ok la. I let u pass." I was jumping to my joy. Weeee...

The rest of the station I passed too. Happy happy happy!!! Hahaz... Finally, the miracles for me has come. And wan thanks my dearest 3 frenz Miao Hui, Jing Wen and Yi Hui. They support me morally, tellling me muz pass. Yi hui especially, though she passed her NAPFA on tues, she acc me throughout the whole NAPFA test today. Weeee... I owe her 1 drink lei.

Hehez... Never felt so happy before le. Phew... I finally passed it. Today was my greatest day of this month. Hehez... And we got PE elective also. Means muz choose 1 type of sprots to take up on and learn. Maybe I will choose tennis or table tennis ba. See how 1st. Bye...

~Word of my day: "Never give up things easily, for you will never know when do miracles happen"~

2007-07-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

Haiz... It's hw again. This time it's geo tutorial. Actually we had 1 week to do it de, den me norx, lazy bum. Drag and drag and drag till today then do. Actually ytd wanted to do it de, but was doing other stuff, so today den do.

But in the morning, when I was still asleep, my mum woke me up saying that we will be going malaysia today to my grandma's house! Derr la... I was like, "Huh? Can don go?" She replied, "Can, up to u LOR." In the end, I went... Haiz...

Didn't do my whole geo tutorial la. And it's like almost everything need com norx. My grandma's house internet expensive. So jus did my assignment and a bit of hand-written tutorial there. Whole day was playing also. Hahaz...

9 plus den returned back home. Was so tired la, carrying one of my twins sis, but till half way back nia, den change to my sis carry. Hehez...

Kkies... Don talk le. Got to finish up my work. Every sunday I'm like tat. I'm really a lazy bum. Haiz... Hope next week will be a better one ba. I hope...

~Word of my day: "Never do last minute work, it can really damage the mental health of a person"

2007-07-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

Project work!!! PW!!! I'm going crazy from it. PI was the 1st tat I'm crazy abt it. Last time every weekend hav to worry, edit and edit. And finallyPI was submitted and I thought my torturing weekends will be over. Here come the eom (evaluation of materials) which is also individual work. I'm running out of motivation to move on, running out of energy to continue...

Is my choice of JC correct? Do i regret for choosing JC? Haiz... Sometimes when i think tat i'm really not suitable for JC, I do ask myself these questions. I'm not tat smart, I'm not tat clever, but why did I choose JC? I really don noe the answers to these questions.

JC life will and is the toughest among education in my life, or maybe in anyone's life. Lectures, tutorials, exams, projects. All these are really torturing me, I'm suffering. Haiz... Maybe I shouldn't be in JC, maybe I sould be in poly. But wat happened had areadi happened. So jus move on wif my present life ba.

Life getting tougher and tougher... And I'm getting tired and tired each day... Physically and mentally tired... Don noe till when can I hold on with the increasing stressness in me. Haiz... Sometimes don feel like going to sch, sometimes feel like sleeping the whole day doing nth.

How I wish I'm still in sec sch, but life cannot be stopped at that stage only. Guess muz find the motivation for me to study on. Mid-course difinitely will be here soon, abt 3 months time ba, or lesser than that. Help me jia you, help me get over it. Haiz...

2007-07-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Long time never blog le ba. Coz busy nowadays. Hehez... Life was not too bad la. Got back all the exam papers le. Haiz... I did badly for it, bad bad... Haiz... Never had tis type of results before norx. Sadded...

I flunk my GP, flunk my 1st subject, and the most important one also. Den chinese got a C, quite alright la. Maths got an E, which is better than I expected. Den chem, bio and geo got D. Haiz... Wanted to score at least a B for my chem de, but no time to finish the question, that's why got a D. Bio and geo quite satisfied le.

Results not like sec sch le, which we were happy only when we got C and above ba. But now right, even if I got an E, I'm happy abt it le. Btw... Jc passing mark is 45, which is an E. Hahaz... No longer is 50, a C le. Hehez...

Hmmm... Life was tougher than anything else, and will be getting tougher and tougher. Pw quite alright, but I will soon grow mad later in my life... Hahaz... Hope my 2 years of JC will be over soon, coz i'm going crazy each and every time.

I'm tired... Tired of everything... Madding soon...

2007-07-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Ytd was my A'level chinese oral exam. Actually not ytd, it's on thurs. Haiz... Think I didn't do well ba. Was the 10th one. But very fast den it's my turn le. 2 female examiners, 1 think is china teacher de.

Passage think too nervous le ba. Got once that I return back to read the 3 words again. Haiz... Sadded... Den so cold norx, was shivering away. Den affect the way I spoke. Haiz... Conversation was the one on Chinese de. "Nowadays, students do not hav interest in Chinese. What's ur view?"

Haiz... I screwed up la. Anyhow talk norx. Talk not more than 3 mins den go le. Den when the examiners say can go le, I was like huh? So fast arh? Haiz... Forget it ba... Think it's only a pass or merits. Think I will hav to retake ba. It's A'level lei. Haiz...

Screw up! Humph...

2007-06-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

Weeeee... Summer test finally over... Struggle for 3 days of test. And today was the worst of all. Had bio and geo both at the same time. Both need memorise work! Rahh...

Mon chems was screwed. No time to finish, guess I spent too much time on the mcq. Tough paper indeed, quite alot of questions don noe how to do. Haiz... 30 over marks were gone just like tat. Last question 20 marks, gone... Some questions left blank, gone... Haiz... Thought of scoring well for chem, yet don hav time to finish! Haiz...

Tues had a break, coz I'm not econs de. Hehez.... But still no use. Haiz... Mugging at maths but in the end, not very confident abt it. Got questions don noe how to do norx. Rahh... Haiz... I'm dumb, I'm stupid. Revise so much but still don noe how to do. Haiz...

Bio was quite ok. Essay forgot to write abt facilitated diffusion, osmosis bla bla bla... But overall think I will do well. Think only, maybe in the end results out den like derr... Geo was ok, but wrote wrongly abt island arcs. Haiz... Forget it ba. Guess I wun do well for this summer test. Time is precious even during exams. Haiz...

Had quite a long weekend from today onwards til mon. Coz tml no exams, only physics student. Weeee... Quite happy la. But after holidays will be hard work+hard work+extra hard work. Haiz... Lectures+tuitorial+all types of studies=madness. Hahaz...

Hope my 2 year of JC will be quickly over, ending wif a good A'levels. Haiz... I miss my sec sch life. -.-

Think we wun be like in the past few weeks le ba. Had been asking myself why, but couldn't derive the ans. Guess it's all fate ba.

2007-06-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

Arghh... I'm running out of time. Haiz... Summer test, which is our mid-year, is coming le. After sch holidays is the start of chem & chinese paper 2. Haiz... So fast the holidays are going to be over. Humph...

Sadded la... Haven been using my holiday fully lei. Rahh... Slacking and slacking for the past 3 weeks and 3 days. Haiz... I will be doom for sure for tis summer test. Haiz... Summer test important lei, account for abt 40% for the promo end of tis year. Haiz...

I scared I will retain, scared I wun get promoted to J2 nxt year. Haiz... Really am afraid of my results and everything, especially my GEO!!! Haiz... Physical geo is so hard, human geo quite ok la. But also not very good at it. Scared... Rest of the subject still good.

Haiz... Stress!!! 4 more days will be my dead day. Haiz... Don noe wat to do le... Haiz... I'm scared of everything... =(

Outing

2007-06-15T17:37:00.000+08:00

Ytd was mslco outing. Actually not whole mslco la, jus some sections, but also not whole sections go. At 1st no mood go, coz darling lay khean cannot go. Her mama don allow her. Den only me alumni, so extra norx. But ytd miracles happened!!! 9 plus was out le. B4 tat asked her to go ask her mama. But she scared. Den tell her how to tell her mama again.

On the way to cwp on the bus, I received her sms. Saying she can go le. Weeee... I'm so happy worx... Damn happy!!! Hahaz... Weeee... Den meet 10 at cwp wif others. But den around 10.30 den set off. Coz gotta wait for others. Den jiu take 966.

Reached there around 12 plus. went eat mac, we sat 1 whole long table. Hahaz... Eat le went rent bike. 1st shop the uncle said 3 hours $5, den don wan, went the nxt one. Den $5 per head. Den ai ya... Alot of discussing, the kor kor also pek ceh us le. Den decided le jiu take our bike and gooo... But the 1st one cheaper. Derr... Me & lay khean rent a double bike, den kai jen and valerie rent another one.

We cannot go off norx. Lay Khean sit front, I sit at the back. Took some time b4 we go. And we were the last! Hahaz... Cycle was fun wif my darling. Hehez... Den took turns to swop places, but I'm sitting in front, cannot control the padel. Hahaz... Kena scolded by my darling. Den got 1 time is zhi kai sitting in front. Den we were competing wif ting leong and kai jen. Hahaz... So fast norx. Rahh...

Den 3.30 jiu return le. Den went beach walk walk. Sat down on the big rock, chit chatting wif my darling! Hahaz... After tat 4 plus went parkway parade de timezone wif darling to go take sth from her ahem. Hahaz... Den the timezone so big norx. More spacious than cwp de outlet, got new games than us there also. Hahaz...

5.30 take bus went home. Den 6 plus reached home. Kena scolded by my dad coz we promise 6 reached home ma. But 6.30 den went home. Rahh... No more outing le for tis year. Sobz... Sobz...

~Had a fun day indeed~ ^^

2007-06-12T18:04:00.001+08:00

Weeee... Ytd went out gai gai to cwp wif my darling, lay khean!!! Hahaz... But she call me cha bo la. Hahaz... I was late!!! Woke up at 12 but our meeting was at 12.30. Den sms her asked her 1 meet, but she hungry, so meet 12.45. Den was abt to go out, my pw member asked me online send leader the file. Derr... So online and sent. But after finished sending, it areadi 12.45 le. -.- I rushed out of my home and was running coz the bus was there le. Luckily the bus driver waited for me. Hahaz...

Go breadtalk meet her, den scolded me sia. Tell me her story of waiting there, so funny norx. Hahaz... We go long john makan, den gai gai. Acc her buy present for her fren's bdae. Den she go inside IP zone wanted to buy jacket. Den hav to stop her coz got someone asked me a favour for him. Den we so funny norx. Was dragging inside the shop, den the sales woman saw us like don noe wat we were doing. Den asked her put back den hav to tell her the secrets. Hahaz... Sorry 'him' lei. Coz bo bian hav to tell her coz she was going to pay for it le!!

Den went timezone see see. But saw Din, auntie, uncle simon and gq nia. Missed them!!! Hehez... Den she go kj them. Hahaz... Den we went uncle tidbits buy things, went back again. Den walked around letting her introduce to them I'm her cha bo. Derr norx... Muahaha... She damn cute norx. Den tell gq abt their secret. Derrr....

After tat went buy bubble tea, bought honeydew milkshake ^^. My fav is honeydew!!! Hahaz... Den had girls talk while going back. I noe her secrets and she noe mine. Muahaha... Nxt time can threaten her. Hehez... Indeed very happy still got a good fren like her to talk to. We known for abt 8 years le. Weeee... Hope we will hav more wif mh too.

*Sorry la darling, nxt time wun "lie" to u le* ^.^

2007-06-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

Weee... Mon went to SAJC CO concert wif my 2 darlings. Hehez... Had so much fun... Me and wan er meet 1st, den went to msl mrt meet seng yie. After tat went cwp yoshinoya makan. Ordered a $3.50 full of potatoes. Got fries, den got other kinds tat are make of potatoes. At first, the taste was ok la. But eat more & more, den like so ni of the taste. Coz full of potatoes, den not nice.

Den after tat take 966. Saw zy and her fren, she also going to see the concert. She changed le. Changed alot le. The clothes, the shoes. Nu da shi ba bian... But she happy can le. Got eye contact wif her, but didn't say anything to her. Well, don noe how she felt at tat time also. Hmmm...

Was late for the concert norx. Coz the sch is like damn big. Hav to walk+run 1 whole round b4 we reached the back gate. Arghh... Den so hot norx. Reached the sch finally, luckily the concert haven start. Hehez... Den went in the auditorium, saw mslco de ppl. Missed them... Hehez...

Got quite alot of ppl there. Den start lo. The music was quite nice, but some songs not quite nice. Den prefer the music of mslco and mco more. Coz got the feelings and power tat can be felt from the music. Den like the "ju hua tai" & "qing tian", & the "To zanarkand". Very touching and nice, love it lots.

Around 9 plus end le. Den walked 1 big round again to the opp 966 bus stop. Den bus was so crowded, den no choice hav to stand. Den I no handle to hold, den cling onto seng yie's hand, or rather hold la. Hehez... Den chatted alot of things lei. Hehez...

After tat jiu got off at msl mrt. Walked home den waited for my sis b4 i can go home. Coz muz go home together. Hahaz... Hmmm... Overall enjoyed today. Especially the walking. Had alot of funnnn... Hehez...

*Muacks for the 2 of them* =]

Pics of tat day:

2007-05-31T00:33:00.001+08:00

28 May:
Mon went gai gai wif my darling lay khean, together wif miao hui too. Missed her lots... Hehe... She got o'level exams til 12 plus, den i got lesson til 1. So we met at 1.30 outside msl. Took bus go there den saw her at the bus stop. Weeee... Missed her lots... Den saw my co juniors too. Hehez... took pass den went take o'level cert, den go co see see. Hehez...

Long time never go co le, missed each and everyone. Hehez... But went for a while den go cwp le. Den reached le half way den realised didn't pass up the chinese project cd. Derr... Went back to sch again. We walk to cwp, take bus to msl, take bus to cwp, den walk to sch again. We nth better to do. Hahaz... Den so hot plus hungry...

We went to eat mac. Weee... We 3 of us so long never go out makan together le. Den we order student meals upsize 3 sets. Den put all the fries together and add chili. It looked like tis:

Hahaz... Den took alot of chili norx. Den cannot finished everything. Miao Hui la, say wan upsize. Hahaz... Actually i also wan de. Hehez... After eating mac, went shop shop a while. Bought a small lollipop key chain wif lay khean, den hang it on my hp. Den got tis sotong. Den i said "miaohui why u here", den she said "ai yo, pei kee why u beside me". Den I tell lay khean "lay khean, why u beside me huh?" Hahaz... So funny norx. Hehez... After tat jiu went home le. Had a fun day wif all of them. ~CNL~ That's my gang... Weee... =]

30 May:

My sch had co concert wif the band. Den 9.30 go sch practice. Haiz... Practice was like so lousy norx... Feeling bad... Den went to eat lunch den brought instruments to the hall. 2 went for pw meeting wif my teacher. Den waited for miao hui all tat is 3 le. Rehearsal started le. Haiz... The music was still bad, was very messy norx.

Prepared for the concert at 6, den keep practising. Ate pizza for dinner, teacher ordered one. But only ate 1 piece nia, coz no appetite. After tat, concert start lo. Band played few songs followed by us. Haiz... Some songs we played was like so messy, especially Canon in D. Arghh... But nevertheless, we completed our performances!!! Hahaz... Though some parts not very good, but still okie la. Hehez...

After tat jiu helped stack chairs bla bla bla... Den went home lo. Ate maggie mee at home. Hehez... Tml still got pw meeting. Haiz... Tis subject is really making me mad. Oh well, it's my fate. Hehez... Bye...

~Thanks lots for the little night... You are tired too... ^^~

2007-05-28T00:02:00.001+08:00

Continued...

4m1 BBQ!!!

2007-05-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Weeee... I enjoyed myself at the bbq ytd. Almost the whole class turn up. Hehez... So fun and enjoyable... Thanks to our dearest Mrs ng who organised and paid for this. It's been so long since I saw them le, missed each and eveyone of 4m1ers. Saw them den was like, time really fly so fast.

Went wif karenn they all at 1.30, reached at 3. Went walk walk wif miao hui. Den went to fetch mai wei. And guess wat? I saw rainbow!!! Weee... So excited abt it, I noe i'm sua ku. Coz it's rare tat I get to see rainbow in my daily life. Hehez...

Den jiu went back to start our bbq. Hehez... Hehez... It's fun. After tat few of us took pics. We were like so crazy norx, we took pics for like almost 45 mins to 1 hr, changing positions and changing partners to take wif. Hehez...

Around 8 plus went back. Den walk home from msl mrt. So fast jiu reached home le. Hehez... Thanks guys for that wonderful day... Thanks you for the little night... =]

Now is pics time... Weee...

Ist time ever...

2007-05-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

1st time ever I'm feeling sad and depressed when I'm performing for co. When peforming wif mslco, applause, cheers and shoutings everywhere... But today's co... Haiz...

Today was performing formy sch's college day. Den we perform when the guests were having their dinner at the foyer. 1st song mandala. In the past playing together wif mslco, after the song, applause were loud and all tat things. But now, yes there were applause, but pathetic applause. There were not more than 10 ppl listening to wat we play. Who cares abt wat we perform? They jus ate their dinner. Haiz...

The co strength is like less than 30 ppl, so it's soft and weak. Haiz... Mslco got twice the strenth of ppl, and the quality also. Haiz... I am devoted to Mslco, hav the affection towards mslco tat I didn't hav it in today's co. Haiz... I'm feeling so loss, feeling the feelings I never feel in mslco. Haiz... Should I join my sch's co? Or should I quit? Don understand... Don noe the ans... My feeling are lost since the day I left mslco...

When can I be devoted to co again?

STRESS!!!

2007-05-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

I'm stress... I'm truly stress... Projects are driving me crazy!!! Pw like tat, chinese projects also like tat. The news broadcasting tat i'm supposed to video myself broadcasting news, i'm so dumd, i'm so stupid. I can't even read the scripts properly. I can't even do a good video, keep ng tonnes of times. Until I wanted to cry... I hav been doing from 9 till now.

Tml i hav chem test, and I haven even study now. What's the prob wif me? I'm so dumb la. I'm so stress up, I'm so piss off wif myself. Why can't I do well? Why can't I even read the scripts well? It's jus 4 pgs, den my dad help me film. He's also pek ceh wif me...

I'm stress!!! I'm dumb!!! I'm stupid!!! I am bad!!! I am mad!!!

Sports day

2007-05-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

Weeee... I change blogskin le. But haven finished editing all tat. So give me few days to edit all ya? Hahaz...

Ytd was my sch's sports day. But morning we got summer test, so called mid-year. Don noe whether my gp and chinese paper 1 will do well ma, quite worried. Anyway, sports day started at 3. Hahaz... Went home at 1 to take pe shirt, den meet miao hui they all.

My sch got 4 houses: Taurus (the champion house), Sagittarius, Aquila & Rasalas. Hehez... Guess wat? I'm in Taurus. Weeeeeeeee... Hahaz... She was the champion house for last year, and the leading house at tat time being b4 sports day started. Hehez...

We were sitting under the hot sun norx. I so tanned areadi, den under the hot sun ytd, even tanner. Hahaz... They practising cheer de, den mh, jw and yh don wan cheer norx. Den kena forced by the captain to go all the way down. Hahaz... Nvm la. Better view. Hehez...

Our house don hav all the good runners, but at least we got few events tat came in top. Hehez.. Den cheerleading we got third norx. Den got teachers' race, tug-o-war blah blah blah... Den we expected to be the 2nd de. Coz almost all the race is Rasalas came in top de. Den our house master, Mr Chen, told us if we win the whole thing, we'll all go out cheer. But I don think we'll win as Rasalas is so strong norx. Den cheerleading they also came in 1st.

To all our surprise, when they announce, 4th is Aquila, 3rd is Sagittarius, 2nd is.................................... Rasalas... Hahaz... We all ran to the middle and cheer. Weeeeeee... We came in first. All of us were like stunned. Hehez... Champion house again. Weeeee... So happy worx... But I only cheer, did nth in the race also. Happy for Taurus. Hehez... Thanks for all the runners who ran with all their might, keep it up. Weeeeee... Love Taurus!!! Taurus rocks!!!

Tired...

2007-05-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

So long never update le. Hahaz... Busy lately norx, wif PW, wif lots of stuffs. Life is not going to be easy for me, it's becoming more difficult and difficult. Don noe how am I going to survive. Haiz... Everyday not enough sleep norx. Tired each and everyday. Haiz...

Last sat went for flag day. Hahaz... Went bukit batok wif miao hui, jing wen. We 3 each stand different places, den ask ppl donate. But I din open my mouth sia, too shy ba. Hehez... Den lunch break we gather, I was wif the lightest bag norx. Haiz... That's the consequences of not opening my mouth ask ppl donate. Hahaz...

We went for lunch wif yihui, ying ge and christine. Eat fried rice, but not very nice. Den 3 went off to continue ask ppl donate. Hehez... Tis time I got open my mouth, we 3 stand the same place again. Hahaz... Den abt 3.40 den we went off back to cwp. Hehez... It's fun la, can do good deed ma. Hehez...

Hmmm... Sleeping soon. It's 1.30 le. OMG!!! Doing for PW norx. Hehez... See ya... Nitex... =]

Com spoilt

2007-04-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

My com was spoilt for the past 1 weeks le. Don noe wat's wrong wif it. The mouse and keyboard cannot move and type. Now using my mum's laptp to post tis blog. Long time never post le, so post one entry ba.

My twins sis full month celebration was over le, it's on last last sunday, 22nd april. Many ppl came over to my house to see the cute little twins. And ya... Ken weei, bing han, wee chang and wan er came to my house too. Hehez... KW, BH and WC arrived quite early, den bought pampers for them. Hahaz... They went to see the babies, but they were sleeping soundly lei. So didn't manage to look at them. Asked them to eat the food first, den they were sitting at the staircase eating. Hahaz... Chat lots about our sch life. Time really past very fast, real fast.

After tat, Wan er came le. Hehez... Discuss abt our sch life, lectures and tuitorials. Hahaz... After tat went to my parents' rom to see the babies. They were still sleeping, den the boys came. Keep ka jiao them to wake them up. Hahaz... Bh so funny norx, shake the bed, den vibrate it. After some time, they woke up le. Den ken weei carried the younger one, bing han carried the elder one. Den I helped them took pics. Cute lei. Nxt time I'll post the pics. Now using tis laptop cannot post. Coz didn't install the phone software, also lazy to install here.

Nxt time ya? I promise to put it up. Jus hav to wait till my com is fixed, hopefully nxt week ba. Hehez...

PW (project work) makes me real mad abt ut. Haiz... My grades are getting lower and lower and lower. From C to D- some more. Haiz... But I'll really improve on it, and make sure I get at least a B for it. I will work hard, really hard. And for my PW group, apologise here if I'm really quiet and didn't contribute much ideas. But i promise I will think and think and come up wif ideas. And wun be so quiet le. Let's work hard together to achieve our goals. Yeah...

Everyone take care ya? Like keep raining nowadays, muz take care of health worx. And to those sec sch ppl having their mid year sarting tis week de, muz jia you k? Work hard for the results tat u wan, don slack hor. That's all. Will post more nxt time, doing geo now. Hehez... bye...

My mind is in a whirl...

2007-04-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

Don noe how should I put it... My mind is in a mess... I'm fed up... I'm stress up... I'm so fan... Why should all these happen to me? I don understand at all... I don understand ur circumstances, I don understand ur hidden truth. I don noe... I really don noe...

Why muz u all do tis to me? Why muz u all act in front of me? Can't u all jus tell me truth. I noe u all will think I still haven forget the past, but wat can I do if u all tell me? I can't do anything and I can do nothing. Wat upset me was why muz u all hide it from me? Even my good friends, my best friends. I don really understand...

One is my fren, another is... Haiz... Forgive me if I let u all angry with me. And pls understand why I react tis way. U all should tell me early, at least I wun be so upset. U and all others acting in front of me, letting out the truth bit by bit. But eventually, it's a fren tat I once dislike told me abt it. I hav to thank her, thanks really so much...

No matter wat, the truth is areadi out. Pls don think I'm those kind tat mess up the whole thing, or even made u all who noe and read tis angry. Nope... Don feel it tat way k? Jus wanted to tell tat I wun be angry even if u all tell me early directly. I jus don like u all tell me in such an indirect way.

Hope u all will be happy forever... Especially my dear good fren... Take care ya? And pls in the future, don do tis anymore. Jus tell me, I wun eat u all up right? Take care my dear friends... For each and everyone of u who understand wat I'm talking abt...

The lovely names

2007-04-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

Weeee... My twins sis got names le. Was out on monday only. Coz my parents went to fortune telling for the names of my twins sis. But in the end the names is not like our family tradition. Coz our names are similar on the 2nd word. Boa Qi, Bao Jun(jun pronouce longer), Bao Jun, Boa Yi. Den the fortune teller say they cannot use 'bao'. But i don like it norx, my dad also don like. So we wait til my grandma came to my house last sunday to give name.

She so pro norx. She asked the 'da peh gong' in our house which is so called the god. Hahaz... Den turn out they can use 'bao'. Den my dad monday went to do the birth cert. I love their names. So sweeeet.

The elder one call Angeline Chan Pei Xin, chinese is Zen Bao Xin. The younger one call Cristine Chan Pei Huey, chinese is Zen Bao Hui. Den if u combine the last word of their names, it's Xin Hui. Got meaning de lei their names when combine together. Den the christian names also rhyme. My dad think one. Hehez...

Soon will be their 1 month celebration le. So looking forward to. Hehez... But tis few days cannot be close to them. Coz i got flu norx, den don wan pass it to them. Will take care of mysele so tat i can be close to them, hug them too. Btw... They smell nice and sweet everytime. Hahaz... Jus like what my sec bio teacher, mrs ng said, babies smell nice all the way before they started eating solid food. Will dote on them... =]

I'm Crazy!!!

2007-04-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

Project work is driving me CRAZY!!! Haiz... I'm so tired of life now, indeed JC life was not fun, so stressful. Haiz... 1 of my seniors said J1 is suppose to be fun, but haiz... It's not fun at all. This PW is driving me crazy. Deadlines and deadlines all over my head, haiz...

Muz do tis by tis deadline, muz do tat by tat deadline. Haiz... Now doing template B which need 500 words. Haiz... Don noe how to write tis 500 words. Groups forming soon, den more and more things need to be done. PW is one year work, or no, should i say only abt 3 quarter of the year work. Haiz... Don noe how to cope in the now, needless say in the future... Haiz...

Gotta go do my PW le. It's driving me CRAZY!!!

*Will upload my twins sis photos soon. Coz my mum say they are still small, den very "panthang". So hav to wait lei. Promise will upload de ppl. Sorry hor...

Camp

2007-04-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

Weee... Had a really fun camp last week for the whole week. Actually not whole week camp la. 1st 2 days is seminar. Den we got play games to enhance our leadership. Our class break into alpha and omega. Den we played murder mayhem. Quite nice la. Hav to complete 5 tasks den get clues den solve the mystery of the murder. Fun worx... Nxt day also same thing. But we played Mona Lisa and Vroom factor. Both taught us how to negotiate and came out wif strategy to play these 2 games.

Nxt 3 days were the real camp. We went to Changi training camp where there is a beautiful sea. Hahaz... I slept at bunk B. 1st day we had improvised rafting and dragonboat. We do improvised rafting 1st. So fun norx. Den we haven even start den rain so heavily. 3 groups under the rain at the beach doing our rafting. Hahaz... But so cool worx. We were the 1st to finished. 10 ppl hav to be on the raft, den hav to pedal to a certain distance den come back. I was in it. Weeee... Our raft was damn good and stable norx. We went there and back safely. And we got the top. Hahaz... After tat dragon boat. Sadded... Cannot go wif my class, coz too many ppl. So went to other class. Not fun at all sia. Missed my class.

Tat's the 5 hours of the 1st day. Den bath and zzz... Btw... Got lots of aeroplanes flying over lei. So nice and cool worx, though very noisy. Hahaz...

Nxt morning, we had our kayaking. Hehez... I was wif my boy classmate for the kayak. Den damn tiring norx. Hav to pedal 10 km from changi to east coast. Hand was aching den rest for every distance we pedal. Finally reached there, rest a while den had to go back again. 1 thing so angry, Miao Hui's partner who was a boy, was so not man norx. Was the last few den still wan to rest so many times, made her cry. Stupid... So we pedal back, the current was good for us. Coz it's in the direction where we were going back. Den spent lesser time to go back. Luckily we were fast, if not heavy rain coming den we will be capsizing le.

Afternoon went to pulau ubin for orientering. Sth like amazing race, where we hav to find locations and take pics den go back take clue for nxt location. Was raining heavily also, but we still continue. My shoes were wet norx, wif the muds whatever. Hahaz... We ran and ran, keep missing out target. Hahaz... We were the last few.

At night was the best part. We had campfire! Weee... The MCs are good, from J3 de. Very engaging. Hehez... Den we are Taurus(red house). We combine wif 0726A for the performance. We did a cheer, den commercial, den dance. The commercial, so called advertisements, was so funny norx. Everyone had great fun. Den our classes were the top for the performances. Weee...

Overall, we emerged as the 3rd best CG, so called class. So happy and good lei. We indeed had great fun and enjoyed ourselve too. Our class bonded very well worx. Thanks everyone for tis surperb camp. Love 0724A! ^.^

They were born

2007-03-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

27 March 2007, my cute little twin baby sis was born. Weee.... I was so happy today. My 2 baby sis were born today.!Hehez... My mum had to stay in the hospital ytd, den today operation le. Hehez... The elder one born at 10.06am and the younger one born at 10.08am. Cool right? They are so small. Coz they premature, so very small. Den hav to be put at special care nursery.

Awww... Cannot see them lei. But got one nurse very good. She push them to the window there let us see both of them . Weeeee... So cute lei. Head so small, body so small. Everything so small... Elder one weigh 2.4kg, younger one weigh 2.0kg. Hehez...

Mu mum was in the hospital. She not go for natural birth, coz very pain norx. Den today operation, den doctor 'rescue' the baby out le. My mum was resting, she cannot sit up, so hav to lie. Hehez... So happy lei all of us. Ahhhh... I hav twin baby sis le. I thought nxt month den come out. But poof, today they were out le. Sat they come home le.

I was so excited. Weeeee... Hope they will be healthy worx. And my mum hav to take care after 8 months of carrying the 2 babies in her womb. I am the sis of 5 siblings le. Cool hor my family? Total 6 children lei. My parents are so pro. Hahaz...

CO...

2007-03-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Ytd went back to co. Haiz... I don noe wat to say. Should i be angry or should i be happy? Haiz... Went back to teach the sec 1s coz nobody teach them. Went into music studio, den mr low was teaching the rest SYF pieces. Saw movement in them, goody... Hahaz... But unnatural, but also got improvement le. Hehez... Went to teach sec 1s, 2 of them nia. Teach til half way, zhi kai came in the store room, say percussion not practising. Went out to take a look, most of them was watching at netball. Duh...

Scolded them to go back practice, den went back continue teach sec 1s. Caught percussions several times playing instead of practise. Haiz... Den last 20 mins was standing there watch them, didn't talk. Den they practise, but i went back, den out again, they were going at fast speed. Not really practising though it's SYF songs. Coz they go so fast, don think they practice. Haiz...

Debrief... Was standing behind. Den melvin asked got ath to say. I said nope. Den he told ting leong "pei kee got thing to say" softly. But he heard. Den I said ok, go up scold ppl. Scold scold scold, den mrs tan add up. Haiz... I don noe whether wat i scold u all will listen. But i not scolding for nth, i scold for reasons. I noe everytime i go back, i scold only. But is for u all's own good. Maybe behind, u all will like dislike me or even hate me, but I don enjoy scolding also.

Co... Buck up pls... Not for my sake, it's for u all's own sake, for MSLCO's sake, for mr low's sake, for all instructors' sake. Don waste ur abt 1 year practising these 2 songs and get a bronze back. Minimum silver... Pls... For CO, do a good job, prove tat u all wun get scolded anymore... Haiz...

*Forgive me if I'm harsh. Forgive me if I let u all think I'm not good.*

Disappointment CO camp

2007-03-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

Mon was the starting of mslco camp. Went wif wan er at around 10 plus plus. Brought my things for 1 night stay there. We waited to play captain ball wif the final group. Haven played finshed den kena scold to stop, after tat went to canteen. Den Ms Ho don noe wat's the problem, scolded the group tat played wif us for delaying the time. Den don allow them to eat. Stupid norx... Never clearify properly den scold. Haiz... I noe it's our fault, or maybe the organisers' fault, but cannot like tat de ma. Haiz...

At night, got the Haunted Mansion. So cool lei. Coz it's the 1st time ever our co got such special game worx. Hehez... Abt 7 to 9 of us, the alumnis, got helped out in tis haunted mansion, we scare ppl. Den I'm in charge of letting ppl go one by one at outside home econs room. Hahaz... Den I'm the last one to go thru tis haunted mansion. Hold melvin's and kai jen's hands coz I quite scared. But walked finished, nothing de. Coz they removed the scary props le. Sadded... Cannot experience it. Hahaz...

Slept at 1 plus, acc lay khean to front gate meet her ahem... Hahaz... Slept beside her, den abt 2 sth woke up by ken weei bing han they all. They slept beside me. Hahaz... So tired worx... But kept waking up at night.

The nxt day hav to go sch, woke up around 6.20, prepare le den went to sch for lectures. Tired lei... Den 10 went home sleep, coz really cannot tahan le. Abt 2 prepared everything for the 2nd night le den went to sch. All other alumnis haven come yet, coz they at home sleeping. Hahaz... Went back teached sec 1s. There came the bad news. Mrs tan say all hav to go home tonight at 7. WTH!

Coz alot of ppl sick den wanted to go home. So might as well asked all to go home den the nxt day came at 11 den perform a good show for the music exchange. WTH! Is teacher wan go home sleep or us? All of us were so unhappy norx. Called hui hong, bing han they all. They also shocked. Some of the CMCs went to look for teachers, but cannot resolve the situation. Coz they asked students called their parents say they will go back tonight. Damn it... So jue... Cannot rebutt le norx. Idiot...

I prepared le, den other alumnis also prepared to stay. Den give the reason to let them go home rest den hav a better performance. Arghhh... Thought of it den my heart boils. WTH... All went for dinner den go home. I cried... For 2 reasons, 1 is her attitude, 2 is abt the co camp. 5 years of camp, never in my life were there such sudden break of camp. All the while we never had tis happened b4, arghh... If tis year areadi like tat, den don wan residential again la. All non-residential will solve the problem where ppl sick den hav to break camp again. Stupid... Wat kind of co camp is tis?!!!!!!!

~Piss off~

0724A, NYX

2007-03-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day tat our class can to be together le. Coz tml some will be going their own jc le, den the rest staying at ijc. Haiz... Quite a sad day la. Coz really had fond memories wif them, we shared the same memories together, shared the same classroom. Hehez... Tis 3 months or rather 2 months, I really enjoyed the times in ijc, wif my friends and teachers. Time really fly very fast, 2 months and it's over. Tml gonna hav new classmates and new frenz le. Haiz... Some more half of my class is going to change combinations le. They wan to change to economics rather than geo. Haiz... Fewer known classmates le, den not fun le. Sadded... But still will get to see them la. Hehez... Here are some pics which i took today:

Our shoes... Guess which is mine?

0724A, NYX. My classmates & Miss tan, our civic tutor

Ada and me... :) Changing combi. :(

Hui Yi and me... She's going pioneer jc. :(

Miao Hui, me, Michele and su zhuang... =)

Michele and me... She going pioneer jc also. Sadded... =(

Miss Tan and me... My civics tutor for 1 and half more years. Hehez...;-)

Su Zhuang and me... =) Changing combi also. Haiz... =(

Wun Yen and me... =) Another one changing combi. Sad... =(

Haiz... U see, so many changing combi. Left wif me, miao hui, ashikin, farhan and gary le. The rest changing. But no matter wat, wish them all the best... Footsteps will be retained, but wat will be taken away are fond memories we once had. Take care guys... Love NYX, 0724A. ;-)

Timezone... Misses

2007-03-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... It's been almost one week since i resigned from timezone. Last sat was my last day, I worked full shift. Sadded... Haiz... Didn't want to quit de, coz attached to them le. But coz of studies, den parents kept asking me to quit, so bo bian. Haiz...

Lasr sat i worked whole day. Den was quite bored coz not doing anything. Redemption nia, some more at night, system spoilt. So quite bored la. Den don hav daphne, so also not fun. After work, played games. Played wif shafiq 'House of the dead 4'. Wanted to complete de, but pause polling le, den cannot use staff card to swipe. If not sure can complete. Tat's the regret for me on the last day. Haiz...

One week past, I missed them alot!!! Haiz... Especially daphne, din, som, hairy, shafiq they all. Ahh... Today went out wif lay khean, so after tat go time zone visit them. Haiz... Saw them den really missed them norx. Gave daphne a key chain. Den still owe som bubble tea. So went down to but den come out again. Walked walked around den like tat norx. Going home le, so say bye to them and 'hi 5' to them. Tat's our muz do thing. Hehez... Missed the old days.

Well... Hav to part wif them anyway de. But will visit them more often. Daphne still owe me my mcflurry. Hahaz...
Bye...

Chinese New Year

2007-02-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Hav to go back Malaysia for the CNY le. Hav to go tml le, early in the morning muz wake up. Coz will jam at the causeway. Hahaz... Will enjoy tis festive seasons de. Hehez... Coz go my grandma's house den got lots of ppl. Anyway tuesday den come back.

So all please enjoy tis holidays worx... Hav fun and do visit me if u wan, but muz tell me in advance hor. Take care everyone and take care of ur health. Hehez... Last of all, I wish everyone reading my blog:

A HaPpY cHiNeSe NeW yEaR!

GOoK lUcK iN tHe FuTuRe!

Ps: Sorry tis post is so short, coz going to be 1o'clock le. Den tml hav to wake up early. Hehez...

Fun day!

2007-02-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

Had a fun day ytd during the class outing. Though only 8 ppl go, we still had lots of fun. Hehez... Meet wan er under her blk at 9.45, but she was late. Hehez... Den we go there also late, all of them waiting for us. Only few ppl go, not even half of the class worx. We waited a while den after tat took the MRT. We alight at sumerset(don noe how to spell), den walked to cineleisure.

Ate our lunch at subway. The staff there was so unfriendly, attitude very bad. Cannot talk nicely, asked nicely to customer de. Sadded... After tat went kpool. Weeee.... Tat was the first time I played pool. I don noe how to play den anyhow play. Hehez... 1st set play was adrian vs lufti. Adrian was quite strong, coz he noe how to play worx, den lufti lost. 2nd set was wan er and you long. Only these 4 noe how to play. The rest of us don noe how to play worx. 3rd set was anna and jia ying, den last is me and ser bian. Had quite alot of fun playing pool. Hehez...

Went to take neoprint after tat. We took 2 types, each $10. Quite fun to take neoprint also. Hehez... But very hot norx. Was sweating den took alot of funny pics. Took finished le den go Tcc, the coffee coneisure, Adrian recommend one. Me and wan er shared one, $6.90, quite ex. But of course ma, somthing like starbucks de. Hehez... Took some pics using my hp to rem ytd, coz not much chances to go out together le.

Finished le den wan er and you long went back le. I followed the rest, den ser bian, annd and jia ying took neoprint. So waited for them, but in the end still went back home. Coz my mum asked me to go back. Hehez... Had a fun day ytd though only 8 of us. Will rem it de. Hope we will hav more of class outing but wif more ppl ba. Take care all... Bye... :)

*To ser bian, anna and jia ying: Thanks for the day ytd, enjoyed myself wif u all. Don noe wat did u all think, but really wanna say a big THANK YOU. With u all's smiles and all tat, I really am happy. Thanks lots... =]

O'level results...

2007-02-11T22:06:00.001+08:00

Disappointment... Sadness... Unexpected... These were the words used to describe my feelings... Haiz... I got my o'level result on fri, 9 feb. It was the day tat I really don wish it to come. I hate tis day, but i know sooner or later, tis day will still appear. Haiz...

Went back to sch wif wan er and seng yie. Den sitting at the hall, feeling real nervous and scared... Haiz... I was the 1st to collect, coz they follow class register number. Den sat down, beside me was siek mee. Mr chew passed me my result slip, I scan through. Was quite feeling contented at 1st, coz of all my subject result. But once I saw my english, I started crying. C5, I was terribly upset abt it. I wrote dreams, and I knew it will go wrong. Haiz... I cried and cried, tears kept rolling down, and I can't stop it.

Mr chew asked me why am I not happy, I said it's my english. I didn't really expected to be so bad. At least a B4 is my expectations, but it was like tat. Ms woo also console me. But I really couldn't stop it. She passed me the tissue, siek mee asked me not to cry, coz she said she wanna cry too. Haiz... Den they don noe wat to do, don noe how to console me. I left the seat, feeling rather disappointed wif it. I hate mtself!!!

Haiz... I cried non-stop, wan er and seng yie was trying to console me, but no used. Haiz... I sms my mum, she called. She asked me why so lousy, den I cried more. She hush me and said I hav done my best, so no regrets le. But I felt so lousy, I am a failure... I think I'm the only one in my class tat cried so badly. Haiz... I didn't do well at all, I disappoint my parents. Haiz... I promise to get at least 3 As, but got only 2. I was happy wif physics, A-maths. Coz these 2 are my worst sub. But I got B4 and B3 respectively. I never got a B for physics, tat's why I'm happy. But overall still sad. 18 for L1R5, 15 for L1R4. Bad...

Life still hav to go on right? I will move on, and probaly staying in innova ba. Coz don noe which course to take in poly. Guess it's like tat ba. See you guys...

To those tat console me (Siek mee, wan er, seng yie, Jin teng, lay khean and many others): Thanks so much, I felt good to hav u all. Sorry for the trouble worx...
To those tat were also like me: Move on in ur life... Do wat's the best u think, lucks and success in ur future... :)

Failure... Theft...

2007-02-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Hav been very unlucky these days. Especially at my workplace. Haiz... Last friday i was doing service at timezone, den i had the service keys. Sweet land got a bit of porblem, so i gave the keys to Hafiz, one of our staff there. Den problem not solved, so i go check it. Den call our supervisor to ask her wat to do. After tat settled le so we returned to our work. I going break, den Haiz took over. I asked him for the keys, he searched through his pocket but don hav, went back to the place to looked for it, but it was missing. We searched everywhere, but cannot find it. Haiz... Tell our supervisor abt it, she also worried. Searched everywhere wif us, but to no avail. Haiz... She called our manager, which was not on shift tat night.

I went for my break. After I came back, Hafiz was terminated, he cried, eyes was red red de. Haiz... I was so sad, Daphne also. Coz I do servicing de ma, den service keys gone and I hav part of responsibility. But it wasn't I lost it, so supervisor say I'm ok. Haiz... Hafiz left immediately after he talked to our manager. Sadded... After he left, timezone was like very busy. Keep having problem wif the machines, den lots of ppl there. In the end, we very late den closing.

Nxt event is ytd. Even worse, it directly happened to me. One customer told me she saw ppl trying to steal other ppl's bag. Den asked me to check it out. I went to checked and it was really true. He was using his legs to hook the handle of the bag, den finally he got it and he took it away. I panicked, called yasser, my colleague, to chase him. But he walked very slow, coz of his knee problem. I followed the man all the way to storey 4, but he didn't see me la. So i quickly asked yasser to chase, but in the end he was talking to his friend. Den the thief walked away. I wanted to chase him de, but I was scared. In the end, I saw him walking all the way to storey 1 and left cwp.

I went back, heart was sinking. Den the customer whose bag was lost asked me how was the chase. I told her i didn't chase. She cried, her friends were blaming me why i don wan to chase. I was nervous, den don noe wat to say. Called our supervisor wat to do. Haiz... My hand was trembling, i was holding my hand very tight. The customer who told me abt the thief console me. Ask me to relax and all tat. Haiz... Security guard came and my supervisor settled it. I went for my break. I went to the office and cried.

I saw it in my own eyes tat the stupid thief stole the bag, yet I couldn't do anything. I chased him, yet I let him away. Wat the hell am I doing? I should hav run all the way to him and say, hey tat's not ur bag. Or even asked ppl around him to chase him for me. I was stupid, I'm a failure... Stupid failure... Haiz...

"Chicken Little" boy

2007-01-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

This is the "chicken little" boy. Isn't he cute?

Me and "chicken little" boy...

Cool right? Taking on a kiddy car...

Aren't they alike? They are 'brothers' worx...

Hugging the piggy pig... Chubby and cute... :)

Have fun looking at the pics... Enjoy worx... Hehez... =]

work + study

2007-01-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Hav been working and studying at the same time. Haiz... It's really tired though i work thurs to sun. But I enjoyed work, those fun with the staff and those fun at work. Really don wish to quit my job. Den studies is hav to study de. Coz if my results out and I gonna go jc, den the 3 months course hav to attend. if not, den cannot catch up wif the sch work le. So no choice, hav to study and work at the same time.

Every morning wake up, I kept wanting not to go sch. Coz it's like really tired, den stress also coz hw don noe how to do. Haiz... But once i wake up, I tell myself today will be fun with my classmates. Den I jus live like tat day by day. Den comes to work, i'm looking forward to every work norx. Don noe how to describe the fun, but I enjoyed it. Hehez...

Jus like ytd for example. Me didn't allocate to any job, so jus help ppl here and there nox. Do servicing more la. Den was wif daphne, one of the staff, we keep playing games norx. Den closing we played 'house of the dead'. Wow... We were like addicted to it worx. Keep adding on credits den after tat our supervisor say hav to go home le. So we stopped playing norx. Fun wrox... Btw... Our new supervisor was nice and good worx. Hehez...

So everyday my life will be like tat till I get my o'level results norx. It's happy plus stress la. So quite ok with it. See you... :)

JC...

2007-01-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Life in jc was quite fun. But more stressed also norx. Hehez... Make lots of new frenz and noe lots of ppl. Hmmm... My class is united worx. Like go break and lunch go together. Den now we got the mailto:i@, den our class was also united. Hehez... We help each other do the stuff we going to sell at the fun fair. We gonna make cookies, bookmarks and ballons. But now got abit financial prob, so we having fund raising. Den like all of us was helping out to make the bookmarks. Very united lei. Hehez...

I enjoyed at ijc, jus tat need to do hw norx. Den like maths and bio so difficult. Haiz... Don noe how to cope lei, lecture den like wanna sleep norx. Very boring den everyone was wanna sleep. Den eat sweets to keep us awake norx. Haiz... Don noe how to cope if I really go into jc worx. So stress and tiring. Haiz... Everyday go home sure got hw, some more don noe how to do. Tis is the 1st time in my lifetime tat i don noe how to do so so so many questions. Haiz... Brain cells dying each and every day. Hate tis type of life...

But jus get on with if til o'level results come out. Hmmm... Talking abt o'level results, it's coming out le. Maybe 2 weeks time? Think so. I'm scared and anxious. I scared wat if i didn't do well, sure mati liao norx. Haiz... Jus live one day by one day. When it reached tat 'finally' day, den i'll be more worried ba. Think like tat ba. Hahaz... Bye... :)

NYX

2007-01-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

Wow... It's like I haven been blogging for weeks le. Coz com was down for a period of time, den cannot use norx. Wanna blog abt my orientation since long time. I noe I'm slow, but still wanna post it. Coz it's a event tat i wanna rem it...

3 to 5 jan was my orientation at IJC for the 1st 3 months. 1st day was boring actually. Went to sch at abt 8 den principal was introducing den after tat we got a short game. My OG group cum tribe was called NYX and it's pronounce as 'nix'. Cool right the name. Den got 4 clans, my clan was 'Primodial Deties'. Hahaz... We introduce ourselves norx, den play wacko, den learn sch songs and cheers. The songs was nice, I think. After tat eat lunch and den got games. Games was ok la, hav to walk round sch. Hehez... We got to noe each other better, den was like a group.

2nd day was quite fun. Hehez... But in the morning was like got talks and talks norx. Wanna zzz de norx. Hahaz... Afternoon got war games. The war games was fun lei. It's battling in a 'ship' against other clans. Ours and the 'Olympian Deties' were allies. Cool worx. We played in the field. Den like throwing water bombs everywhere and my whole shoes and socks were filled with mud. Yeeks... Hahaz... Fun actually and bonded my class together. Hehez...

3rd day even fun. Got amazing race in the morning and it's not within sch, it's going out of the sch. Good right? Our clan wan within woodlands, so very good. Others got admiralty de. We went to alot of places viz walking and 2 times bus. Hehez... Was tired la, but quite good. Den went back sch got the CCA fair. Went around to choose CCA norx.

At night got clan performance. Den it's the jam & hop thingy. Sth like disco like tat la, got the types of lights and songs. I don like it norx. Coz I'm not the type of person tat dance and move with the beat. So was blurring all the way. Hahaz... Finished le den watch video, very sad tat it's the last day of orientation, and last day wif our OGL. We indeed had lotsa fun with our class and with the OGl. Good norx. Before we go home, we did a Brrr cheer for our OGl, sharon and samuel, nice norx. Hehez... After tat went home.

Hmmm... It's been a fun 3 days with NYX and will rem it always. Especially my tribe 'NYX' and our tribe's OGLs, sharon and samuel. Love NYX!!! =]

Love them...

2006-12-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

Really love the staff at time zone... Hehez... It's really happy and fun at there working. Coz they are all not my frenz, so we can like play and chat without worries. Hahaz... Hav been working there for abt 1 month le, tis week is the 4th week. Manager is nice to us, like protecting us from any harm. Customers got any complain or looking for trouble den can go find him. Good hor? Hehez...

Enjoy my work there, learnt lots of things. Hehez... Sometimes can play games after work lei. Den we were all like very happy. Den got took pics at the stylish shot, coolz worx... Hahaz... It's good and best wif them, especially lay khean also there. Good worx... We 2 hav lots of fun working. But she tis month gonna quit le. Coz she promote to sec 5, den cannot work le. Gonna miss her ya? Hehez...

Time really flies... Dec le, gonna christmas den new year den end of 2006. Hmmm... My life is still like tat, thinking of him whenever i think of him. Haiz... When will be the time I'm fully over it? Don noe... Jus let it be ba. I also don wan like tat, but wat can i do? Don noe tml, don noe the future... Jus wish him all the best... :)

happy times

2006-12-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

Happy times really flies very fast... My bdae chalet jus ended ytd. Hmmm... It was great fun with those ppl tat came to my chalet, really enjoy and love it lots... First day of chalet was on fri. Some ppl came to my house to take lift from my dad. Jin jia, kai jen came first. Den seng yie, wan er and zh. Miao hui haven arrived yet. Den wanted to call her de coz we going le, but she didn't listen to my call. So wait for her to come. Finally she came le, to my surprise, lay khean came too... I was very happy worx, coz at first she say she got work, so cannot come. Den she came le, was surprise and happy. Hehez... Den we sat on my dad's lorry and set off to east coast park le.

We unload our stuffs to the chalet. Den I hav to mop the floor coz very dusty. A while later, ken weei, you long and wee chang came le. You long gave me present, saw him wif his specs, very weird and funny norx. Hahaz... Den went to the beach wif LK, MH and my youngest sis. A while later den go back le. Kim seah and soo wen also came le. Hehez...

At night bbq. Wei ken, yy came liao. We bbq norx. Den some went upstairs play cards. The rest downstaris bbq-ing. Kj, Jj, Lk ang Mh hav to go home le. My dad sent them off to take bus norx. Melvin, wei hong and pei qing came le. Very happy tat they came coz late le. Den 11 sth, my parents hav to go home le coz they not staying. They sent wei hong, melvin, Pq, wei ken and you long back. The rest of us stay overnight. We play monopoly til quite late, den went upstairs play cards. Around 5 sth den we sleep le. Very tired.

Nxt day, me woke up very early, around 8 sth. Don noe why also. Den went out stroll. 9 sth came back, den call ken weei to wake up to watch doreamon, he ask me call him wake up de. Den his ans weird, ask me wat is doreamon den ask me go help him watch den tell him. Hahaz... In the end the all slept till around 12 sth. Hav meggie mee as breakfast norx. Den my parents came le, help them brings things to the chalet. Yy, soo wen, kim seah and wc hav to go back. So they went back 1st. Left ken weei and seng yie. We went to the beach play. The wind was blowing strong. Like it alot... Den we play water and shout norx. Built up a pile of sand to hav a small pool, suggested by ken weei. Hahaz... Den hav to went back liao. Ate foods den some bbq foods.

Seng yie wanna go home le, den me and ken weei sent her off coz very late le. Hav to walk damn long lei, coz very far from the chalet to the 966 bus stop. Walk from b4 7 to 8 sth. Came back still hav to walk very far. Reached chalet areadi 9. Hahaz... Me and ken weei was very tired, leg pain sia. Hahaz... Play play norx. Den wanted skate at 1st, but very ex. So went back play mahjong. Hahaz... Me, yy, soo wen and wei li play. In the end, I won. Hahaz... But it's luck ba, I guess. Went to sleep around 5.

Last day woke up very early coz hav to check out at 10.30. Very tired. We load the stuffs to the lorry den went back home le. Drop weili, soo wen, wc, ks and kw to the msl mrt, den jiu went home le. Hav to unpack the things coz very messy. Hahaz... Slept till 5 sth den woke up for work. Very tired sia.

Overall the chalet was very fun. Enjoyed it and love it... Was happy lei. Thanks for those tat attend tis chalet, it's very rare tat we hav the chance to gather and hav fun. Will rem it and treasure... Xie xie ni men... :)

works...

2006-12-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hohoho... Long long time never blog liao. My blog is rotting. Hahaz... Busy nowadays coz of working. Work at time zone, been working for 1 week and 2 days. Hahaz... Everything quite ok la. But last week very busy, hav to do cleaning alot lei. Sweep floor, wipe things, mop floor... Hahaz... But quite fun doing the sweetlands. Good lei, hav to top up the sweets, den top up toys for jackpot. But don noe why ppl can spent lots of money jus to get the jackpot. Mmmm... Not sure eh...

Yttd and today do cashier. Haiz... Sadded sia... Ytd shortage $1.80, but manager help me pay the money. Good hor he. Hehez... But today not so lucky, shortage $10 la. Arghh... Not my fault norx, ppl didn't tell me wan super session, den supervisor ask me pay $5. Den the nets one, didn't reverse the card, den hav to pay $5. Stupid la... Haiz... Den pay myself norx. Supervisor wun help staff to pay one. So sad...

Working at there good lei. Can play games after work, den the staff there very friendly. I love it... Hehez... Tis fri my bdae chalet. Hope it will be a good one. Hav been looking forward to it for long time liao. Hehez... Hope it will be fun lei. Got invite quite alot of ppl, but hor, alot also not free. Nvm de la. Still got frenz coming. Weeeeee... Muz be a good one. Buais... :)

*Don get offended for those i didn't invite, u all. Not tat I don wan, it's coz i noe u all's ans.

Sad...

2006-11-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

Sat went to visit my granduncle's funeral at malaysia. Quite late actually. Haiz... Went there sit sit a while. Den the fa shi pray pray... Den they burnt 'houses', 'cars' etc for him. Den heard his granddaughter asked him to keep properly. Den I cried le. Haiz... Maybe think of my grandpa ba. Very sad... Cried till tears all flow out. Haiz... After tat sit a while den jiu went home le. Reached home around 1 sth norx.

Sun went again coz last day le, den hav to sent him off ma. Went my grandma's house first, after tat den went my granduncle's funeral there. Quite alot of ppl. Got band playing songs, den sometimes i gonna cry out. But bear wif it coz don wan make the situation worse ma. After tat aroung 2, hav to set off la. He will be buried, so ppl sit on bus, or cars to go to tat place where he will be buried. Haiz...

Took quite a long time to get there. Was sleeping in the car coz very tired ma. Reached le, den hav to went into a hall to do last fa shi for him. All sit down and began liao. Quite a strange thing happen. There was one bee came inside the hall. Den was flying around den finally sit on the buddha's hand. Ppl say maybe tat's my granduncle. Coz the hall was shut ma, den at first no bee de, don noe why got le. Finished le it was still at there. Strange hor?

After tat he buried le. Was praying for the last time norx. Haiz... After tat jiu went home le. Very tired... My dad buy mac on the way home. Reached my grandma's house jiu eat le. After tat went to shower coz they say hav to de. Was at my grandma's house for quite long. At night went to eat chicken rice. Nice lei. Hehez...

At last went home le. Jam at custom, so hav to wait very long. Hmmm... Was quite sad actually. My granduncle was my paternal grandma's bro. Total they got 10 siblings, he was the most nice one. But haiz... Life is vulnerable... Cherish life and live it to the full... Yeah... :)

End of o's

2006-11-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back... End of o'level le. Weeeeeeeeeeee...... So happy wor. Hehez... Ytd last day le ma, A-maths and chems norx. Think A-maths don do well ba, coz quite few qustion don noe how to do de. The other sub think ok ok ba, english jus fear tat the things I wrote in my compo de don noe got out of question ma. Coz I wrote dream, not dreams. Hahaz...

Hmmm... Time really flies, at first was still counting down to the big o's de. 100 days, 50 days, 10 days, den 0 days. Start of o's, jus haven thought of finish, den finished o's le. So happy lei. Hehez... But still got ppl haven finish de, historians today last paper. So muz jia you for them.

Holidays le, today rest at home, very tired. Tml still gotta go mco, coz concert coming. Haiz... Mama ask me go bank work. But don feel like going lei. Coz Raffles lei, so far wor, den 5 days a week. Haiz... Quite tiring la, but still thinking norx. Hehez... If not everyday stay at home also sianz hor?

Life is vulnerable, I think. Hiaz... Last week went to m'sia to visit my granduncle in the hospital, he got bypass surgery. He looked pale, den everywhere also got tube. Haiz... Made me feel sad, coz tis year chinese new year he looked good de. But coz he lead unhealthy life, den like tat.

Ytd, he passed away le. I cried, cried a while. Haiz... Last week visited him, my dad asked him if he still wan smoke and eat unhealthily ma. He said don wan le, wan be healthy after he discharged. Jus 1 week, he passed away. Sad... very sad... Haiz...

Learn tat we only hav 1 life. If we wan, den lead happily, lead healthily and cherish everything around us. Coz we never noe when will the ppl aroung us be gone 1 day, or wat will happen tml. Haiz... Gonna stop here le. Blog quite a lot lo. Enjoy reading hor... Bye...

To me 2 beloved: Don noe when, I stepped into u 2's life, step into ur relationship. Very happy wif u all, hav the fun and joys. Thanks for being wif me since then, never forget u 2. Thanks lots... Frenz foreva... :)

Graduation Day

2006-10-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

19th Oct 2006

Tat day was the graduation. My mum drove me to sch, together wif my 2 sis. Reached sch at abt 4.10, den saw sharon and sen chian at foyer. They gave me our class tee den I went to change le. Our class tee was real cool, got tie de, some more pink colour. Style... hehez... Like our class tee lots... But don noe how to tie the tie. Ask sharon help me, hehez...

Went to hall, sit according to index number. It began wif Mr loke's speech, den watching vcd by mr seow de. Saw the vcd den tears rolling in my eyes, wanna cry le. Coz memories flew back few years ago. Haiz... Really miss those days... But didn't cry out, coz don wan dui lian. Den events went on... Den gotta go on stage to receive our file le. So nervous, hav to go 1 by 1 lei. Shake Mr loke's hand, den wait to take pics.

Den got teachers singing and dancing. Hehez... All the students took pics, den whole hall was like lots of cheering. Weeee... Around 7 den end le, our class stay back took pics. Hehez... Me got took pics wif frenz too. Hehez... Times really flies, a while den gonna go home le. Sobz... Sobz...

My only regret is wif they all, don think we will be the same as before le. Haiz... Jus hope u all wun hate me ba. Cherish the times in Msl, gonna miss it le.

Last post le, until after o'level den come back again. Hope I will do well in o'level, and all my frenz taking o'level, hope u all will do well too... Jia You!!! Lucks to everyone... :)

Sorry...

2006-10-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry to those tat I've offended... I noe maybe u all will think tat it's too late to say sorry... (Am I right?) I don noe who the classmates is, but I noe is one of u all. Thanks for the advice u give... Now I noe wat's the problem... It's me... I'm the one... (Am I right?) After thinking and after 'classmates' advice, I think I'm the one. Hmmm... I guess I'm the one tat drag both sy and we ba...

Actually, I really don noe wat to do... I really wanted to treat u all as frenz, but I don think now it's possible le. After the misunderstanding between us, after so much 'quarrel', we are drifting apart. I don noe wat do u all think, and I also don noe wat u all think of me. But, nonetheless, I still treasure the times we were once together. Jus take it tat we remain like tat ba.

I donnoe whether tis post will hurt anyone anymore, I jus want to say, I hav no intention in hurting anyone. Watever u all will think of me after reading tis post, I jus wanna say, I'm not wat u all think. Maybe 1 day I will ask u all wat did I done wrong, but maybe I wun. So let the fate decide ba.

To u all: Watever u all going to comment on tis post, or watever u all wanna comment anything in sch, I hav nothing to say. Jus take it like tat ba. And... Really no offence...

Prelims...

2006-09-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Prelims gonna over soon le. Left 2 more papers nia, maths paper 2 and bio. Hiaz... Tis few days de exams made me so tired. Study and study and study... All was jus study... Hahaz... Quite tired and sianz norx...

Exams quite smooth ba. All papers still can do, but some very difficult. Almost all papers hav their difficulty ba. Hahaz... Gonna jia you for the last 2 papers le. Den prelims are over... Weeeee........

Hope prelims results will be ok, don flunk any paper den can le. Den aim for 1 to 2 distinctions. Hehez... Hope everyone's result also ok. After prelims still muz work hard for o'level le. The final lap of the secondary school life le. Jia yous... ;-)

Prelims...

2006-09-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

Prelims are here le... Hmmm... So gotta study hard le. I said I hav no mood to study. But for the sake of myself, I will study and I muz study hard. Prelims also important, so Jia you...

Wun come here often le, study first. Hahaz... So will blog less often. Hehez... Muz buck up, score well for prelims and prepare for the last lap of the BIG MAJOR O'LEVEL...

Jia You to everyone taking prelims... Lucks for all... Weeee...

No mood...

2006-09-10T14:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Don noe why don feel like studying... Sobz... Sobz... During tis 1 week holiday, except for going to sch for remedial, the rest of the time I don noe what am i doing... Hiaz...

Jus don noe why what's up in the mind of me... I wanna do well for my prelims, but... I really wanna study, but I don noe why I hav no mood to study. I wanna sit down and study, for 1 hour also can. Haiz... What's wrong with me? Why am I like tat...

Maybe I don feel like studying now, also don noe why... But, o'level I'm sure I will study. If not, I will regret for lifes... Hiaz...

Happy...

2006-09-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

Ytd we celebrated teacher's day... Weee.... In the morning, due to the bad weather, no walk for us. Heng... Coz hav to walk 1 hour plus. Hahaz... Den we did workout in the class, so funny norx. We did sth like exercises de. Den stretch here stretch there, some actions so funny, like boxing. Hahaz... Finish le we rest. Den normal time table, but no lesson. Coz teachers chat chat wit us, den share wit us things. After tat recess den concert. The concert quite nice, but not much interesting.

After sch me and lay khean went back to our pri sch, Fuchun. We took bus 912 there, den met our pri sch friends. Almost everyone no change norx. Some taller, some same, some livier. Hehez... Den we went around, waiting for teachers. But me not familiar wit them, coz me pri 6 den transfer to fuchun. So don noe the teachers well. But still listen to wat they say. Hahaz... We stayed there for quite long, maybe the last batch to leave the sch. We stayed till 4+.

After tat went cwp. Lay khean, me and ying liang (my kor kor) went together. We were deciding where to eat de, den stand at a place very long. Finally, we decided... O ya beh ya song... Den I win, so go KFC. But no place, so went mac. Quite childish hor? Hahaz... We give ying liang $ den he went to buy. Saw my sis too... Ate finish den went window shopping. But we walk around cwp don noe how many rounds. Den went to take neoprint. At first, lots of ppl, den manage to go take, ying liang paid first. We took neoprint very funny. Some eyes close, den some so dark. Hehez... Took finished le den cut cut cut... After tat went homeeee... Lolx...

31.08.2006 will be a memorable day for me always... Not like 31.08.2003, happy but sad day... Remembered 31.08.2006 always... Weeeeeeeee....... :)

Give up...

2006-08-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

Give up... I totally give up le... I put my both hands up with white flags, surrender... Surrender everything to her... I give up my friendship wif her, I totally wanna give up le... In fact, I will give up... It's a hard life for me... I'm tired... Very tired... Sick and tired... Hiaz...

I did all I can, jus to save tis friendship. In the end, I made myself sadder. I tried to talk to u, tried to call u to talk abt our problem. But wat u reply me made me fall down again and again. Is it really tat u are so heartless? Or is it tat u don wanna care for our friendship anymore? I asked myself, "Don u feel it's a pity for both of us? Don u feel anything as we were like tat? Don u cherish our times together?

I really don noe wat u are thinking, and how u feel... I asked u tis question, but u remained silence... Is tis wat u really wan? U feel it's happy to be like tat? I don noe... Don noe wat's ur answer... But frankly speaking, I don feel tis way... I wan us to go back to the past, but I hav no strength to do tat... I tried my best, yet u are jus going away further from me. Everytime I took 1 step forward, u took 2 steps backward.

I hav no energy le... I feel really tired... Tired... Jus wanna sleep and sleep... Jus don wanna wake up from my sleep... I wanna feel happy, therefore, I wun let u hurt me anymore... I wun treat u as before, I wun do anymore things jus to save tis friendship. Coz u wun treasure,, u wun appreciate, u wun reply me, u wun wan to do anything wif me anymore... I give up...

Failure...

2006-08-19T18:08:00.000+08:00

Failure... Failure... Haiz... Don noe why she's like tat... Why muz she treat her friends like tat? Haiz... Disappointment... I never noe tat u are like tat, I never noe tat ur friends are like tat. Haiz...

Friday went for CO, den I taught my strings de. Hmmm... Quite good norx, at least can complete the whole song. Den debrief le, talk at the sec4 farewell party de. After tat, went to the canteen to talk and settled problem.

First case was my strings de. Haiz... Ppl made ppl cry, den hav to talk to them. After tat second case was her and her friends. Tat one made me even sadder... It's bcos of sth, den hav to be their so-called 'mediator'. I promised I will help them settle problems de, but in the end solved le also no use. Haiz...

I read the letters they write for her, and I was terribly shocked tat she said all those things to them, which were lies. I couldn't believe it norx. Hiaz... They asked me questions and I tried to answer them, some I don even noe how to answer, no face to say. Haiz... We talk till nearly 7, but still haven solve. Den went to bus stop to talk. I'm disappointed in her norx, why muz be like tat?

We took bus and went to cwp, den talk at the bus interchange. I advice to them, but don noe they will listen ma. Haiz... Maybe they are not me, den thinkings not the same ba. Or maybe I'm not them, so cannot figure out their feelings. But I'm there to help them, help them on their friendship. Cos I don wan them to be like be, seriously speaking norx.

Forgive and forget is one of the best solutions. I don noe u all can ma, but time can heal... Am I right? Time is the best doctor, and it's true, it's the fact ba... Don't u think so? I experienced tis before and I noe tat time definately can heal. It's jus whether u all wan it ma. Hmmm... Up to u all to decide whether u wan the time to be longer or to be shorter.

Anyway, I can't decide for u all cos I'm not u all, den don noe ur feelings. So decide urself ba, it's ur choice how u wanna solve tis. If she did tis again, don care abt her le. (if u all wan) Jus hope tat ur friendship wif her will be improved, and be happy too...

O'level Chinese results

2006-08-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Should I be happy ma? I got my o'level chinese result on friday... I'm was so scared and nervous, everyone was nervous too... After recess, we don hav assembly, so we went back to class. Me and Miao hui went to change back to sch uni. Den went back to class was like everyone was there le, except the 2 of us. Hehez...

We settle down and waiting for the excited moment. Everyone was like very nervous, me too... Den mr seow released the result le. I was the thid for chinese de. Den he say, "bao qi, 2, distinction." Yeah... I got an A2 for my chinese. I was quite happy at first de, coz I thought I hav got a B3. But later, I heard many A1, distinctions. Den it was like echo like tat. Den I began to be sadder and sadder. Haiz...

Why almost everyone can get an A1, I can't? Den anna cried also, she the same case as me. She also got A2 and distinction, same same. Haiz... I was upset, my friends got A1, I got A2. I didn't do well in my paper, but others do well. Haiz... Nvm la. At least got an A2, better than nth, hor? Yeha... Muz hav positive thinking de. Hehez...

Den english oral tat day. I was the forth one. So scared... Den went up le, I hav 10 mins. I looked at the thing and stared... So difficult de, OMG... But still prepare for my oral. Den went up to the examiners, they looked so strict. I said 'good afternoon' to them, but they didn't smile or anything. Jus looked at me. Den they asked the questions I don noe how to answer. Jus answer anyhow. Sobz... Sobz... Gonna die liao... Haiz... Don noe wat the result will be. Jus pray hard ba.

Watch Mia Musica

2006-08-04T13:34:00.000+08:00

Wed after sch, went to watch mia musica. But we released earlier, actually is 4.10 den release de. Den Mr chew had to go off early, had physics practical earlier. Hehez... Den went to find teacher wif wan er. After tat Mr chew say cannot watch the dvd, so was quite sad. Den wan er left off le, me went to return keys den go find lay khean. Went up to music studio together. We jus go CO see see norx.

Ppl say can watch the video le, so happy. Hehez... Went down to AvA den sit down. They play the video le, den i ask guang kang to stop firdt, coz many ppl haven come yet. He stopped den chen ying scold him why he stop, coz hav to restart again. Guang Kang say "da jie bigger, so muz listen". Den wat 'she' say made me mad. 'She' said to chen ying, "Ni bei bie ren bian xia qu le, ni chairman lei." So angry wif 'her' words, I didn't mean ath norx, jus want everyone to see ma. Den she say like tat. Haiz...

Watch video den bring alot of memories. Miss the time at VCH, Mia Musica. Den watch the video, tears keep rolling in my eyes, but didn't flow out coz I hold on. But as we watch longer, more and more tears keep rolling here and there in my eyes. Cannot take it, jiu let it roll down. Few tears nia, den use tissue wipe, luckily nobody see it. Hehez...

Still hav memories inside my heart, CO muz jia you!!! Muz get at least a silver back in nxt year's syf. Will support u all all the way... :)

Feel lonely...

2006-07-31T18:46:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Same problem norx... Don noe what to say... But feel very lonely nowadays. Maybe because friendship wif her haven repair, den feel lonely in class coz nobody to talk to. Sometimes I reall feel tat I had done a lot of bad things in my past lifetime. Tat's why I get my retributions now. Tat's wat I think norx... Haiz...

There muz be sth tat make me realise all these. First is my relationship wif him, haiz... Heart breaking... Den it's my friendship wif her, sadness... Haiz... Feel troubled and upset. But there's nth tat I can do norx. Like wat ms neo told me, there's nth tat i can do actually. Jus to wait and wait, wait till our fate comes back. If it never come back, den jus like tat norx. Lead my life in a total sadness...

I noe I still hav other friends other than her, but are they as close? Some more in class how? No one to talk to... Hiaz... Life is in a miserable state for me. Maybe tat's my fate ba... Den I hav to face it. Think positively, maybe u all would say, but how?

Chance...

2006-07-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

A chance means alot of things to me. A chance can let me repent and restart again. Am I right? Don noe... If I had a chance, I will surely restart everthing again and erase my mistakes in order not to make us so sad. But, I don hav le... I already had alot of chance le, u give me times and times. Yet, I don noe how to cherish these chance. I'm sorry to disappointed u... 384028074...

But is tat all the chance tat u hav given me? And no more chance for me le? Haiz... How I wish we can go back again... Go back to where we first met, go back to where we walked home together the first time... Haiz... Now no chance le ma? I believe in fate, believe in u... I believe we can be like before, but chances maybe very little, 1%? Haiz...

But maybe tis is how fate treat us ba, maybe we were suppose to be like tat? Or maybe there will be another series or episodes for us? Don noe... But a chance means alot to me... A chance tat I hav been wanting for long... A chance tat may change wat we are now, change everything between us. And heal wat is between us... Maybe?

I longed for the return of us... I want it so much, maybe can say desperately? Haiz... I feel lonely without the days we were together, I feel upset and depressed... But can anything be done?

Disappointment

2006-07-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Friendship haven repair yet... It's worse... Sadded... Some more ytd very sad, extremely sad. Coz she did one thing to me tat is really too much. Haiz... How should I say? Maybe tat's her real character? I don noe...

Wanting to recover our friendship wif u initially de. Den wrote u a note to u... In the end... u pass it to the back for them to look at it... Don u think u are really too much? If u don wan reply, u can jus throw it away, why muz u did tat? It not only made our friendship bad, it also made me disappointed in u, it made me upset abt it for the whole day.

I don noe why u did tis. but is tat wat u really wan? I treasured u as my fren, den think of anything jus wanting to be like wat we were before. But u done tat... Haiz... Don noe wat to say abt u le. It's like our friedship is hurt and can never be the same as before le. I tried my best to save our friendship, but to no avail. Haiz...

Guess we cannot be best friends le, maybe be a stranger ba. Probably tis will make u happier... But definately I'm not going to be happy as wat we were before...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

sadness, alone...

2006-07-13T15:09:00.000+08:00

I don noe why muz ppl treat me like tat, I'm jus an ordinary girl, why muz ppl treat me like tat? My friend, my dear best friend... I didn't offend u, i didn't even say anything or do wat, but why muz u hurt my heart. Wat u hav done ytd hurt my heart really alot, and 1 thing u done today made me wanna cry.

I only explain to u how to do the geo question, den u say me 'attitude'... I explain to u nicely in my normal way, den u say me 'attitude' wif no reasons. Wat's the meaning of tis? I didn't talk to u in an attitude way, neither am I an attitude person. Den i was angry and tried to explain to u i'm not attitude. But u explain another meaning of attitude, den u finished and u jus ignore me. Can u put urself in my shoes? Wat if i'm the one tat say u 'attitude'? Would u mind? Would u get angry? Would u be like me? And it's not the first time u say 'attitude' tis word to me.

Den today u were searching for the english handout, I thought u didn't bring and I shift mine to the centre to share wif u. Den u pushed away and give me the face tat nobody like. I feel like crying tat time, really wanna cried out loud. Today u ignore me completely, don wan do anything related to me, don wan get close to me.

I don noe why are u like tis. And it hurt me alot when u said those things and jus ignore me like tat. I hav my feelings, u noe? I'm ur friend, i'm ur close friend. Den u treat me like tat... Since last time we quarrel and become ok le, i feel tat our friendship are so fragile. I feel tat we were not like before, when we can talk things nicely and shared our sadness. I lost everything... My love, my best friend... I feel alone, i feel like crying... i don now why... I really don noe why... I hate it...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Memorable memories...

2006-07-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I guess tat my most memorable memories are the times tat I am in the CO... Being a CO student, I love music. And that is why I am so devoted to CO. Mia Musica had ended on 8th of july 2006 at victoria concert hall. The concert was a succesful one, a very successful one.

That day, 8th of july, in the morning, we were at sch. Carrying instruments down to concourse and get ready. Den, we were training our singing at central square. At first everybody was like err... Den the spirit went up and the whole CO was shouting and singing. We went to the canteen and wait for our lunch. Den we played bomb, I was feeling very happy as the choir and band played wif us too... Unfortunately, our lunch had not arrived and we hav to go to VCH den eat.

We arrived there, had our lunch quickly and proceed to our rehearsal. First wan finale, den got some new arrangement and the choir are blocking the CO. Haiz... Full rehearsal started and we were waiting. Around 5, we finished liao den eat our dinner and changed our costumes, do make up and blah blah blah...

The concert was near and we were getting nervous and nervous. Before concert, mr low talked to us and the concert start. All of us very nervous norx, den like very excited. We waited at the backstage and wait for our turn. Den interval liao, den our turn liao. Weee... We went up, feeling nervous. Den start our show liao.

'Perhaps' was good, but mr low's conductor stick slipped out. Hahaz... 'Tong Hua' was real good, got singing one. 'Mambo' was marvellous, and we got moved cute cute de action. 'Matsuri' was ok, jus tat percussion part was quite bad. Den finale le, cool... Everything was perfect. Den went home liao... Feel really sad...

At sch, pack instrument le den got debrief. Teacher praise us and give speech. Followed by wan er give speech, touching one. Den me give speech. Gave liao den cry... Sobz... Sobz... Really can't bear to leave MSLCO, step down le den feel like very sad. Cried quite long, den angelyn hug me, feel even sadder.

Not tat i don wan put down CO, is tat CO gonna go down the drain. People are quitting, new CMCs are like shit, den teacher like tat. What am I suppose to do? I really cannot bear to leave them, den cannot put my heart down to concentrate on my o lvl. i noe i am suppose to, but if CO is fine, I don hav to worry... As long as my heart is still wif CO, i wun let it go down... CO will be good, I wan it to be good...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Disappoinment in MSLCO

2006-07-06T15:51:00.000+08:00

There was never a time that i cried so much jus for CO.Ytd was as usual, we hav CO practice. We had practice for finale de pupil first, den we combine wif Yaya Lee. Hahaz... The finale was good, got mr iskandar come to see us practice. Den he got make some suggestions which made the whole songs even more nicer. Way to go...

Den Yaya Lee combined wif us. At first, I was like errrr... But later, he made us very enjoyable. He made mambo and matsuri faster. Den all the CO go crazy, playing faster and shouting and singing along wif the songs. Fun... CO has indeed come back, and I think tat is true. And wat Bh say, "It's Life..." But iszit bcos of Yaya Lee? Hmmm...

Here comes the disappoinment... The new CMCs list is out and I was shock. Few of the CMCs are those tat will shake the whole world one, means the CO will be ruined by them, sort of. Haiz... Few is like they cannot make it one de norx. Angry... Disappointed... Sadded... Haiz... Why muz it be like tat? Will the CO collapse? I'm afraid... I don wan tis kind of ending... I don wan... Den I got cry... Sobz... Cry for quite a long time, thinking tat tis is my last CO practice, yet is like tat, Sobz...

MSLCO... The CO tat keep rising up, but will it jus fall from 20th floor down? Don noe... But I will make sure it wun falls, it will maybe fall to 18th floor. Den we saved it to go high up... I hope it'll be like tis norx... CO... Jia You...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Full dress rehearsal

2006-06-29T17:12:00.000+08:00

Hiaz... Quite disappointed in the rehearsal ytd. Don noe why the rehearsal like not good de. First thing is our strings de. Haiz... We practice the movement before the rehearsal. Den in the end, some movement wrong. Den I was like very angry and upset abt it norx. Den when we went ut, finished perform liao, i was so angry that I scolded the strings de. Haiz... Disappointed norx... Hope they will do a good one nxt sat.

The finale I got play wrong one. Coz can't see the scores, den anyhow play norx. But still quite ok la. Hahaz...
The overall rehearsal was quite ok. Jus that I rarely see CO got movement norx. It's like wood block like tat, litle movement nia. Hope they will perform a good one.

I jus wan a good performance tat day. I wan it to be a great one so tat I'll hav memorable memories. Last year liao, jus wan to give my best shot as I'm really devoted to CO. Frankly speaking, I love CO alot. Really alot...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

First day

2006-06-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... First day of sch was like... Don noe how to describe. But very happy la. Hahaz... Den feel so sleepy in class coz the day before didn't orh orh well. Den keep wanting to fall asleep. Den whole day no lessons norx, as per normal.

After sch got co. Yeah... I love CO! Hahaz... Den combined practice norx, practice those concert de songs. Our xuan yue cool sia, got do movement de. Den it was like everybody do together. Den some more, we got snap de. Den got move left and right. Coolz... I love those movement that we created, though not all do with happiness. But I think on that actual day will be a nice one. Way to go...
Muz jia you for those perform for concert de. Hope it'll be a nice one. Yipee... :)

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Love...

2006-06-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

Love is miserable... It really can make ppl happy, but at the same time, it can also make ppl sad. Why muz tis happen? Is love really so complicated? I don noe...

Love brighten up a person life... It make his or her life sweet and happy, it make him or her wan to carry on living. It really changes a life of a person... But wat does love really mean? Is it fate tat bring 2 person together? Or is it really love tat bring 2 person together?

It's really a very sweet memories to hav being wif ur loved one. But it's really very painful to leave ur loved one, especially when u still love him, but he doesn't love u anymore. It hurts a person alot, jus like a knife being stab into ur heart, and bleeds alot.

Love is all about sweet memories... Yet at the same time, it also hav sad memories.
Memories will always etched in the mind. U wun forget the lovely memories tat u hav wif the person u love dearly, the sweet and lovely memories u two hav being together.

It's easy to love a person, but it's difficult to forget the person u loved... Don't u think so?

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Mum's back

2006-06-23T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hehez... So happy worx... My mum is back ytd from japan.

Ytd me go CO, den at first don wan go de coz the day before, I was terribly sick, hav to go see doctor. Sobz... But in the end still go coz rehearsal ma, but feeling ok.
Den go home at abt 4, my dad drive my home.

Den wait at home for pa pa's return coz he driving us to the airport fetch ma ma. But hor, he haven reach home yet den ma ma arrive at the changi airport liao. So fast... Den pa pa quickly come home den fetch us there. So cold at the airport, wear jacket still cold. Hahaz...

So eager to see my mum, coz 1 week didn't see her liao, miss her norx...
Den arrived there le, cannot find ma ma. Yuan lai she was at the food court. Den we go there find her. She grew a bit fat liao, probably at japan got many yummies food to eat. Hahaz... But she bought a lot of things for us. So good...
My youngest sis also come back liao. I found her being guai liao, or grow up liao, don noe... Den we ate there wif my aunts they all. Finished eating liao den went back home. Yipee...

Ma ma went alot of places in japan. Cool... But she didn't bring me there. Sobz... Sobz... Newer mind la, nxt time she will bring me to other places. Hehez... Den reached home liao, but she didn't give us the present yet. Maybe today den give... Hehez...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Sianz...

2006-06-20T13:28:00.000+08:00

Haiz... So sianz worx... Everyday is jus like the same... Den my mum not at home, miss her cooking and everything. Hahaz...

Hmmm... Hw still haven done yet. Mati liao norx... Sch reopen nxt week le, but hw haven finish... How? Sobz... Sobz... Haiz... Sadded... Still got tonnes haven finish, muz do today le. At least muz finish 2 to 3 hw.

Life is boring, full of miserables...

Holidays go no where norx... Stay at home mostly. Hahaz... Went Co quite lot during holidays, coz concert coming le. Everybody muz jia you during concert le. Coz it may be the one and only chance we hav to perform for sch's public concert. Hehez...
Don talk liao, do hw lo...

An Hao: 96024064=p

Miss mum

2006-06-17T09:08:00.000+08:00

Sobz... Sobz... My mum going to Japan on thurs night le. It's a sad thing as she will be back after one week. Haiz... My youngest sis, 5 years old, also going wif my mum.

On tat day, my grandma and my aunt came to my house in the afternoon as they were going to Japan also. Then they came our house den go together wif my mum norx... At night when we sent them off at changi airport, our mood was ok at first. We had dinner together at the foodcourt in the airport, den was like normal days. When we finished, we realise tat it's last call for them to go in le. So we hurry norx... Den when they were abt to go in, my dad hug my youngest sis. She cried, my mum saw it den cried also. Me also cried sadly, my brother and sis too... Den my aunt cannot bear it, she shed tears also. Sobz... Sobz...

When we were in my dad's car going home, we cried also. Den my mum sms us, saying tat nxt time she will surely bring us together if she is going overseas. Sobz... When she take off liao, she sent us last msg, we cried norx, but softly. Haiz...

Went back home, our mood was very low, including my dad too. Haiz... Hav to wait till nxt thursday for her to come back le. Sobz... Without them, the house was like quite quiet, den every meal has to settle ourselves. Miss my mum's cooking, miss my mum's nagging...
Now den i realise tat mum is so important to me, without her, life is not good...

Do cherish ur mum, ya? And rem dad too, he is equally important...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

Co camp

2006-06-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Co camp is indeed a very nice camp tis year. I really like tis camp very much, especially tis batch de CMCs. Without them, tis camp wun be a successful and enjoyables ones.

First day of camp was a sick day for me. I was feeling giddy in the morning when i woke up. Probably lack of zzz ba. Coz woke up den like tat le. Sadded... Mum drove me to sch, so sweet. Hahaz...

Arrived sch den went to hall. Don noe why i don feel so giddy le, den full of energy. Hehez... Cool sia...
I got my booklet den ask the co members sit in groups. My group was group 7, wif me and wan er as the leader. Yeah...
My group so poor thing, only 5 members nia.
Den our group name was 'STACATO', cool...

First day of camp was full of practice. Morning pratice till evening also practice. Haiz... Sianz norx...
Den at lunch my group got additional 2 members le, total 7 le. Den my giddiness was back again, it went wif me until evening. Haiz... So sick... Made me falling asleep during combined practice. Sianz...

At night we played 'Amazing race'
Me and ken weei were the station masters for the game shipwreck. All groups hav completed at tis station, den me and ken weei very fast den can keep the station le. Hehez.. :)

At night very late den shower, coz CMCs hav to wait for members to finished first. Haiz... Water so cold, made me shiver while showering. Sobz sobz... Den came out feeling so cold. Hav a meeting wif teacher den went to zzz at 1.

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Day 2, I felt better lo. Hahaz... Today rehearsal at VCH. A terrible day for everyone. Don noe why go there so unlucky, everytime got scolded by ppl there. The security guard, teachers, even the shop uncle. Don noe got curse ma. Our co teachers very angry wif strings section and di zi de. Scold us for not taking the music stand, especially Ms tan. Haiz...

Went back sch still get scolded after lunch. Den wasted 3 hours sitting in the hall doing "reflection". But don think we do lor. Haiz... Den many leaders went up to the front to talk. Haiz... Still teachers are like don care.

I cried 2 times le, feeling why teachers are like tat and feeling why we were like tat. In the end, the schedule change le. We were kind of happy. Den I think co should apologise to teachers. So i stood in front of co members and asked them to say sorry together. Don noe i done wrong ma, don noe ppl got hate me ma, but i jus do tat lor.

At night, sing along. It meant to be fun de, but don noe why our co so sianz. Haiz... Cannot high together. Den play animal call lor. One of my group members was angry for ppl touching him. Den he scold us, CMCs members. I was sadded... I talk to him later and after much talking, he noe he did wrong and we too. Den happy ending. Hahaz...

Den shower, same as day 1. Me and wan er very late den shower. Den hav to clean canteen some more. End up 1 sth den zzz. Went back classroom saw soo wen zzz on a chair. I called her up and she said LK and MH didn't take mattress for her. Sadded... In the end, she zzz bside me. Haiz... Why their friendship like tat de?

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Day 3, tired... Haiz... Morning exercise co members so bored de. Sadded... Finished breakfast den hav combined for finale de. Den play treasure hunt. We played wif our group. We run round whole sch den managed to find 5 jigsaw puzzle out of 7. Sobz... Sobz...

Prize presentation I announced de. My group got the 2nd highest for the best scoring team. Yipee... I love 'Stacato' so much. Hahaz... Den break camp lo. Coolx...

Tis year co camp i quite like it. Memories will etched in my mind...

An Hao: 96024064 =p

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