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Saturday, February 17, 2007
Chinese New Year
Hmmm... Hav to go back Malaysia for the CNY le. Hav to go tml le, early in the morning muz wake up. Coz will jam at the causeway. Hahaz... Will enjoy tis festive seasons de. Hehez... Coz go my grandma's house den got lots of ppl. Anyway tuesday den come back.

So all please enjoy tis holidays worx... Hav fun and do visit me if u wan, but muz tell me in advance hor. Take care everyone and take care of ur health. Hehez... Last of all, I wish everyone reading my blog:

A HaPpY cHiNeSe NeW yEaR!
GOoK lUcK iN tHe FuTuRe!
:)
Ps: Sorry tis post is so short, coz going to be 1o'clock le. Den tml hav to wake up early. Hehez...

~ { 12:50:00 AM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;

Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Fun day!
Had a fun day ytd during the class outing. Though only 8 ppl go, we still had lots of fun. Hehez... Meet wan er under her blk at 9.45, but she was late. Hehez... Den we go there also late, all of them waiting for us. Only few ppl go, not even half of the class worx. We waited a while den after tat took the MRT. We alight at sumerset(don noe how to spell), den walked to cineleisure.

Ate our lunch at subway. The staff there was so unfriendly, attitude very bad. Cannot talk nicely, asked nicely to customer de. Sadded... After tat went kpool. Weeee.... Tat was the first time I played pool. I don noe how to play den anyhow play. Hehez... 1st set play was adrian vs lufti. Adrian was quite strong, coz he noe how to play worx, den lufti lost. 2nd set was wan er and you long. Only these 4 noe how to play. The rest of us don noe how to play worx. 3rd set was anna and jia ying, den last is me and ser bian. Had quite alot of fun playing pool. Hehez...

Went to take neoprint after tat. We took 2 types, each $10. Quite fun to take neoprint also. Hehez... But very hot norx. Was sweating den took alot of funny pics. Took finished le den go Tcc, the coffee coneisure, Adrian recommend one. Me and wan er shared one, $6.90, quite ex. But of course ma, somthing like starbucks de. Hehez... Took some pics using my hp to rem ytd, coz not much chances to go out together le.

Finished le den wan er and you long went back le. I followed the rest, den ser bian, annd and jia ying took neoprint. So waited for them, but in the end still went back home. Coz my mum asked me to go back. Hehez... Had a fun day ytd though only 8 of us. Will rem it de. Hope we will hav more of class outing but wif more ppl ba. Take care all... Bye... :)




*To ser bian, anna and jia ying: Thanks for the day ytd, enjoyed myself wif u all. Don noe wat did u all think, but really wanna say a big THANK YOU. With u all's smiles and all tat, I really am happy. Thanks lots... =]

~ { 3:32:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;

Sunday, February 11, 2007
O'level results...
Disappointment... Sadness... Unexpected... These were the words used to describe my feelings... Haiz... I got my o'level result on fri, 9 feb. It was the day tat I really don wish it to come. I hate tis day, but i know sooner or later, tis day will still appear. Haiz...

Went back to sch wif wan er and seng yie. Den sitting at the hall, feeling real nervous and scared... Haiz... I was the 1st to collect, coz they follow class register number. Den sat down, beside me was siek mee. Mr chew passed me my result slip, I scan through. Was quite feeling contented at 1st, coz of all my subject result. But once I saw my english, I started crying. C5, I was terribly upset abt it. I wrote dreams, and I knew it will go wrong. Haiz... I cried and cried, tears kept rolling down, and I can't stop it.

Mr chew asked me why am I not happy, I said it's my english. I didn't really expected to be so bad. At least a B4 is my expectations, but it was like tat. Ms woo also console me. But I really couldn't stop it. She passed me the tissue, siek mee asked me not to cry, coz she said she wanna cry too. Haiz... Den they don noe wat to do, don noe how to console me. I left the seat, feeling rather disappointed wif it. I hate mtself!!!

Haiz... I cried non-stop, wan er and seng yie was trying to console me, but no used. Haiz... I sms my mum, she called. She asked me why so lousy, den I cried more. She hush me and said I hav done my best, so no regrets le. But I felt so lousy, I am a failure... I think I'm the only one in my class tat cried so badly. Haiz... I didn't do well at all, I disappoint my parents. Haiz... I promise to get at least 3 As, but got only 2. I was happy wif physics, A-maths. Coz these 2 are my worst sub. But I got B4 and B3 respectively. I never got a B for physics, tat's why I'm happy. But overall still sad. 18 for L1R5, 15 for L1R4. Bad...

Life still hav to go on right? I will move on, and probaly staying in innova ba. Coz don noe which course to take in poly. Guess it's like tat ba. See you guys...

To those tat console me (Siek mee, wan er, seng yie, Jin teng, lay khean and many others): Thanks so much, I felt good to hav u all. Sorry for the trouble worx...
To those tat were also like me: Move on in ur life... Do wat's the best u think, lucks and success in ur future... :)

~ { 10:06:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;

Thursday, February 08, 2007
Failure... Theft...
Haiz... Hav been very unlucky these days. Especially at my workplace. Haiz... Last friday i was doing service at timezone, den i had the service keys. Sweet land got a bit of porblem, so i gave the keys to Hafiz, one of our staff there. Den problem not solved, so i go check it. Den call our supervisor to ask her wat to do. After tat settled le so we returned to our work. I going break, den Haiz took over. I asked him for the keys, he searched through his pocket but don hav, went back to the place to looked for it, but it was missing. We searched everywhere, but cannot find it. Haiz... Tell our supervisor abt it, she also worried. Searched everywhere wif us, but to no avail. Haiz... She called our manager, which was not on shift tat night.

I went for my break. After I came back, Hafiz was terminated, he cried, eyes was red red de. Haiz... I was so sad, Daphne also. Coz I do servicing de ma, den service keys gone and I hav part of responsibility. But it wasn't I lost it, so supervisor say I'm ok. Haiz... Hafiz left immediately after he talked to our manager. Sadded... After he left, timezone was like very busy. Keep having problem wif the machines, den lots of ppl there. In the end, we very late den closing.


Nxt event is ytd. Even worse, it directly happened to me. One customer told me she saw ppl trying to steal other ppl's bag. Den asked me to check it out. I went to checked and it was really true. He was using his legs to hook the handle of the bag, den finally he got it and he took it away. I panicked, called yasser, my colleague, to chase him. But he walked very slow, coz of his knee problem. I followed the man all the way to storey 4, but he didn't see me la. So i quickly asked yasser to chase, but in the end he was talking to his friend. Den the thief walked away. I wanted to chase him de, but I was scared. In the end, I saw him walking all the way to storey 1 and left cwp.

I went back, heart was sinking. Den the customer whose bag was lost asked me how was the chase. I told her i didn't chase. She cried, her friends were blaming me why i don wan to chase. I was nervous, den don noe wat to say. Called our supervisor wat to do. Haiz... My hand was trembling, i was holding my hand very tight. The customer who told me abt the thief console me. Ask me to relax and all tat. Haiz... Security guard came and my supervisor settled it. I went for my break. I went to the office and cried.

I saw it in my own eyes tat the stupid thief stole the bag, yet I couldn't do anything. I chased him, yet I let him away. Wat the hell am I doing? I should hav run all the way to him and say, hey tat's not ur bag. Or even asked ppl around him to chase him for me. I was stupid, I'm a failure... Stupid failure... Haiz...

~ { 2:58:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;