~Welcome~

A simple girl

A simple life

A simple hope

~My Profile~

*I am Pei Kee, ??*
*I am aka Fei Ji ™*
*I am sweet 17*
*I am born on 08.12.1990*
*I am a big sister of 5 SWEET SIBLINGS*
*I am once proudly a MARSILINGS*
*I am now an INNOVIANS*
*I am using ruby_chan12@hotmail.com*

~My Adores~
***Loves my unique family***
*Loves my panda and trio*
*Loves CHOCOLATES ^Mmmm Mmmm^*
*Loves PINK, yellow and blue*
*Loves SLEEPING!*
**Loves & 200% devoted to only MSLCO**
**Loves MSLCO STRINGS (er hu ^^)**
*Loves NYX*
*Loves 0724A*
*Loves Incas!*
**Loves TIMEZONE colleague<333**

~My Hatred~
*Hates promise breaker*
*Hates heart breakers*
*Hates third party*
*Hates BITCHES*

~My wishes~
*Wants to work hard!*
*Wants GOOD grades for A'level*
*Wants to stop dreaming during lectures*
*Wants to have sufficient sleep!!!*
*Wants to stop slacking*
*Wants to complete all tutorials on time
*Wants to be happy*
*Wants MSLCO spirits to be united*
*Wants STRESS freee life*
*Wants a happy family*
*Wants finding the ONLY one*

~My Taggies~

My Linkies~

~Sis~

**Sis**

~4M1~
*4M1 ^beloved class^*
*Anna*
*Anne ^tu di^*
*Bing Han*
*Jia Ying*
*Karenn*
*Lutfi*
*Ser Bian*
*Sharon*
*Sze Hui*
*Wei Liang*
**Wan Er ^nu er^**
*Xin Yan*

~MSL Frenz~
*Angelyn*
*Chew Yan*
*Debbie*
*Florence*
**Lay Khean ^Darling^**
*Li Fen*
*Soo Wen*
*Sze Kai*
*Sze Min*
*Wee Chang*
*Yi Fan*

~MSLCO~
*Fiona*
**Jin Teng ^Dragonfly^**
*Fadaria*
*Jin Jia*
*Kai Jen*
*Melvin*
*Pei Qing*
*Shao Giee*
*Steph*
*Ting Leong*
*Valerie*
*Yong Sen ^Xiao Xiao Di^*

~Frenz~
*Kelly*
*Lydia*
*Mag ^Time zone^*
*Mei Fuang*
*Shue Wei*
*Vivien*
**Ying liang ^Kor^**

~Incas~
*Huda*
*Ian
*Melissa*
*Muz*
*Naseha*
*Stephanie*

~NYX/0724A~
*Ada*
*Ashikin*
**Catherine ^mummy^**
*Ellysa*
*Emma*
*Fadhilah*
*Hui Yi*
*Jia Tian*
*Marcus*
*Ling Xuan*
*Simaa*
*Su Zhuang*
*Wun Yen*

Credits

Image -- ~D4D1
Brushes -- 1 | 2
Skins -- Blogskins
Fonts -- Dafont
Layout & Design -- ete rni tism-
Base Codes-- eternitism- [yiN gz~]

Extras

~Having my twin little sis are a bliss for me =] ~

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Haiz... It's hw again. This time it's geo tutorial. Actually we had 1 week to do it de, den me norx, lazy bum. Drag and drag and drag till today then do. Actually ytd wanted to do it de, but was doing other stuff, so today den do.

But in the morning, when I was still asleep, my mum woke me up saying that we will be going malaysia today to my grandma's house! Derr la... I was like, "Huh? Can don go?" She replied, "Can, up to u LOR." In the end, I went... Haiz...

Didn't do my whole geo tutorial la. And it's like almost everything need com norx. My grandma's house internet expensive. So jus did my assignment and a bit of hand-written tutorial there. Whole day was playing also. Hahaz...

9 plus den returned back home. Was so tired la, carrying one of my twins sis, but till half way back nia, den change to my sis carry. Hehez...

Kkies... Don talk le. Got to finish up my work. Every sunday I'm like tat. I'm really a lazy bum. Haiz... Hope next week will be a better one ba. I hope...

~Word of my day: "Never do last minute work, it can really damage the mental health of a person"

~ { 11:52:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Project work!!! PW!!! I'm going crazy from it. PI was the 1st tat I'm crazy abt it. Last time every weekend hav to worry, edit and edit. And finallyPI was submitted and I thought my torturing weekends will be over. Here come the eom (evaluation of materials) which is also individual work. I'm running out of motivation to move on, running out of energy to continue...

Is my choice of JC correct? Do i regret for choosing JC? Haiz... Sometimes when i think tat i'm really not suitable for JC, I do ask myself these questions. I'm not tat smart, I'm not tat clever, but why did I choose JC? I really don noe the answers to these questions.

JC life will and is the toughest among education in my life, or maybe in anyone's life. Lectures, tutorials, exams, projects. All these are really torturing me, I'm suffering. Haiz... Maybe I shouldn't be in JC, maybe I sould be in poly. But wat happened had areadi happened. So jus move on wif my present life ba.

Life getting tougher and tougher... And I'm getting tired and tired each day... Physically and mentally tired... Don noe till when can I hold on with the increasing stressness in me. Haiz... Sometimes don feel like going to sch, sometimes feel like sleeping the whole day doing nth.

How I wish I'm still in sec sch, but life cannot be stopped at that stage only. Guess muz find the motivation for me to study on. Mid-course difinitely will be here soon, abt 3 months time ba, or lesser than that. Help me jia you, help me get over it. Haiz...

~ { 9:29:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;

Friday, July 13, 2007

Hmmm... Long time never blog le ba. Coz busy nowadays. Hehez... Life was not too bad la. Got back all the exam papers le. Haiz... I did badly for it, bad bad... Haiz... Never had tis type of results before norx. Sadded...

I flunk my GP, flunk my 1st subject, and the most important one also. Den chinese got a C, quite alright la. Maths got an E, which is better than I expected. Den chem, bio and geo got D. Haiz... Wanted to score at least a B for my chem de, but no time to finish the question, that's why got a D. Bio and geo quite satisfied le.

Results not like sec sch le, which we were happy only when we got C and above ba. But now right, even if I got an E, I'm happy abt it le. Btw... Jc passing mark is 45, which is an E. Hahaz... No longer is 50, a C le. Hehez...

Hmmm... Life was tougher than anything else, and will be getting tougher and tougher. Pw quite alright, but I will soon grow mad later in my life... Hahaz... Hope my 2 years of JC will be over soon, coz i'm going crazy each and every time.

I'm tired... Tired of everything... Madding soon...

~ { 6:58:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Haiz... Ytd was my A'level chinese oral exam. Actually not ytd, it's on thurs. Haiz... Think I didn't do well ba. Was the 10th one. But very fast den it's my turn le. 2 female examiners, 1 think is china teacher de.

Passage think too nervous le ba. Got once that I return back to read the 3 words again. Haiz... Sadded... Den so cold norx, was shivering away. Den affect the way I spoke. Haiz... Conversation was the one on Chinese de. "Nowadays, students do not hav interest in Chinese. What's ur view?"

Haiz... I screwed up la. Anyhow talk norx. Talk not more than 3 mins den go le. Den when the examiners say can go le, I was like huh? So fast arh? Haiz... Forget it ba... Think it's only a pass or merits. Think I will hav to retake ba. It's A'level lei. Haiz...

Screw up! Humph...

~ { 12:31:00 AM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;