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Sunday, February 11, 2007
O'level results...
Disappointment... Sadness... Unexpected... These were the words used to describe my feelings... Haiz... I got my o'level result on fri, 9 feb. It was the day tat I really don wish it to come. I hate tis day, but i know sooner or later, tis day will still appear. Haiz...

Went back to sch wif wan er and seng yie. Den sitting at the hall, feeling real nervous and scared... Haiz... I was the 1st to collect, coz they follow class register number. Den sat down, beside me was siek mee. Mr chew passed me my result slip, I scan through. Was quite feeling contented at 1st, coz of all my subject result. But once I saw my english, I started crying. C5, I was terribly upset abt it. I wrote dreams, and I knew it will go wrong. Haiz... I cried and cried, tears kept rolling down, and I can't stop it.

Mr chew asked me why am I not happy, I said it's my english. I didn't really expected to be so bad. At least a B4 is my expectations, but it was like tat. Ms woo also console me. But I really couldn't stop it. She passed me the tissue, siek mee asked me not to cry, coz she said she wanna cry too. Haiz... Den they don noe wat to do, don noe how to console me. I left the seat, feeling rather disappointed wif it. I hate mtself!!!

Haiz... I cried non-stop, wan er and seng yie was trying to console me, but no used. Haiz... I sms my mum, she called. She asked me why so lousy, den I cried more. She hush me and said I hav done my best, so no regrets le. But I felt so lousy, I am a failure... I think I'm the only one in my class tat cried so badly. Haiz... I didn't do well at all, I disappoint my parents. Haiz... I promise to get at least 3 As, but got only 2. I was happy wif physics, A-maths. Coz these 2 are my worst sub. But I got B4 and B3 respectively. I never got a B for physics, tat's why I'm happy. But overall still sad. 18 for L1R5, 15 for L1R4. Bad...

Life still hav to go on right? I will move on, and probaly staying in innova ba. Coz don noe which course to take in poly. Guess it's like tat ba. See you guys...

To those tat console me (Siek mee, wan er, seng yie, Jin teng, lay khean and many others): Thanks so much, I felt good to hav u all. Sorry for the trouble worx...
To those tat were also like me: Move on in ur life... Do wat's the best u think, lucks and success in ur future... :)

~ { 10:06:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;