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Friday, May 25, 2007
Ist time ever...
1st time ever I'm feeling sad and depressed when I'm performing for co. When peforming wif mslco, applause, cheers and shoutings everywhere... But today's co... Haiz...

Today was performing formy sch's college day. Den we perform when the guests were having their dinner at the foyer. 1st song mandala. In the past playing together wif mslco, after the song, applause were loud and all tat things. But now, yes there were applause, but pathetic applause. There were not more than 10 ppl listening to wat we play. Who cares abt wat we perform? They jus ate their dinner. Haiz...

The co strength is like less than 30 ppl, so it's soft and weak. Haiz... Mslco got twice the strenth of ppl, and the quality also. Haiz... I am devoted to Mslco, hav the affection towards mslco tat I didn't hav it in today's co. Haiz... I'm feeling so loss, feeling the feelings I never feel in mslco. Haiz... Should I join my sch's co? Or should I quit? Don understand... Don noe the ans... My feeling are lost since the day I left mslco...





When can I be devoted to co again?

~ { 11:31:00 PM }
*Hoping for the little hope*;